yUP! changE my blogskin again.
foreVer!

hahaha....
coz da previous one got alot of tinks missing though da skin was nice.


PAPERS FINALLY FINISH!!!!!!

yeaH!!!

i canT plaY like maD now.





fotOs cumIN up later.
vEry tireD.
all my brain JucieS being squeEZed todae for HRM n markeTin paper.
lolx.

screwed up bus fin paper todae.

DARNED.

all theories came out.

wad da shit.

n all da qtns stands veri high marks can.

but... it's oledi over.

cant blame anyone.

AAAAA....

got!

tt ******* deepu!

refused to let mi copy can.

da way he cover his ans like reali scared ppls will see like tt la.

WHY SOOO SELFISH!!!!

=]

okie... copyin is bad!


anyway, gonna concentrate on other 2 modules.

mktg n HRM.

more theory-based again.

but somehow can use a bit of common sense.

not like bus fin.

do nth except cauculations n den ask u explain why like tt.

=.="


suddenly, quite a few ppls fallin sick.

at da wrong period of tym.

cher jus recover frm diahorrea.

ben sae he's feelin giddy todae.

i'm feelin cold now.

when it's so hot outside.

let's pray tt everyone's able to hold on till da LAST papeR!
=]























sparks of flames in between us.
new target.
yeT familiar n old flames.
curious abt it.
will burn hands if it's too overheated.
will frozEn if nth is done.
but.. tryin is no HARM.

copyDOgS!

can someone pls tell him/her to be more original and STOP copyin frm mi??

i HATE ppls who copy mi.

no orginality AT ALL.

i sae wad, u sae wad.

i do wad, u do wad.

i change to wad, u oso change.

helo. now wad generation??

have own creativity can.

ur parents gib u brain is to tink of new stuff.

not ask u go copy frm ppls.

mayb u didnt realized tt.

but i'm tellin u here,

there's sth in da world n dictionary call "COPYRIGHT".

it's like, everyone like their own likin.

everyone is different.

even if u're able to find someone who's similar to u,

he/she will still have sth diff frm u.

and dun follow da trend BLINDLY.

it's so stupid to follow those trends when u urself dun even suit them at all.

JUS BE URSELF!

breakaway...

finally takin a breaK frm business finance.

or sld i sae STOP instead??

okie.. nvm.

tink i gonna did badly for da theory part.

but. who cares.

i hate theories AS ALWAYS.

realized haven been bloogin abt life.

wahahaha... quite borin nowadaes.

did nth xcept muggin muggin n still MUGGING.

aFter these 3 papers, i'm gonna play like mad.

FOR 2 WEEKS ONI.

SENTOSA. ZOO. ETC.ETC.

I'm cumin SOON!!!

haha.

den it's back to serious stuff again.

wahahahah...

TOP PIRORITY OF DA HOLS : MONEY N DANCE



























tis video was intro to us by ryan. he said we'll b very inspired by da dancer. WHICH WE DID.

look out for da gurl on da left. she's called RINO. frm JAPAN.

GREAT N PROFESSIONAL DANCER.

makes mi wonder why she can dance till like tt while i can.

ryan reali noes how to motivate ppls sia.

lolx.

enjoy it while sTudyin HaRd for ya paperS!



















Because of you , I tried my hardest just to forget everything.
I don't know how to let anyone else in.
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty.
I am afraid

xiao long bao!

i ate XIAO LONG BAO again.

wahaha.. okie.

i didnt ALWAYS eat it.

it jus happen tt i've got tt resist to eat it.

so decided to eat for lunch durin work.

sometimes 10 of it is REALLY not enough.

wanted to eat crystal jade's.

but fren went down to buy n da staff say dun haf.

HOW CAN!!!

=]

rAndom...

when u SAw da 4 of Them, dun u tiNk u saW a TraFfic ligHT sTand in frOnt of U? lolx.
[deY miss tis foto! but i cldnt find a foto of tRaffic light. heez.]

realized tt 2 mths of break is not enough for mi.

gonna catch up wif long lost frens.

even straight after exams.

gonna go back sec sch for some celebrations. ANNUAL CELEBRATION.

den there's some pri sch gatherin da nxt day. mayb.

den there's frens bdae cumin up.

den there's some shoppin to do.

not enough clothes n accessories n stuff.

den there's some designin n DLY tingy poppin out.

den there's sth call WORKIN for money.

den there's dance trainin.

lotsa trainin gonna cum up. .

stress when ryan bombard us with alot of steps n we've to figured out ourselves.

and i realized tt i took longer tym to catch up can.

mayb becoz im not used to dancin routines. used to freestyle.

=]

ARGH!!!!!

TIME IS` FOREVER NOT ENOUGH!

can giv mi EXTRA tym??

i've found hope for my com le!!
lolx. hope mum bring it for repair ASAP tml.
she's scared of payin xtra costs if it's me who bring it to repair. forever. =.="

hope it'll okie by sat.
den kor will be able to install everythin back again.

oni tink i very sadded is da memories inside.
since last dec can!

ARGH!!





















went to work today. as usual. no customers till noon. so i'm like always gettin $10 paid for slackin every weekdaes tt i work. gd n bad la. lolx.

aaron came. n S USUAL. keep freetin abt wad to eat.
I EAT XIAO LONG BAO AGAIN!
got took foto of it. but lazy to upload. hee.. wanted to eat crystal jade's de. but aaron sae they dun hav le. HOW CAN!!

den strat to slack again. EVERY mon is like tt can. derek came. work wif him for da` 2nd tym oni. i tot he wont rmb mi coz tt tym we oni work together fro a few hrs. but he still can rmb n still ask mi abt jia yi. lolx. his memory not bad arz. haha....

tok alot of crap when mike n ella came. these 2 always did alot of tupid tinks. includin mi. of coz. wahahaha....

den mike ask mi how cum i got no bf and stuff. SENSITIVE QTN man.
ask him why, and he ask wan intro ppls. i tell u, i haven even seen tis male staff n they're oledi startin scandal abt both da guy n mi can. jus becoz i ask how old was da guy.

............................... =.=

mayb its tym to do some eye-catchin stuff. instead of clinging on to someone. =]

i tot abt it. i've realized it. we sld always remain as frens. FRENS ONLY.



























was browsin thru frenster when i saw da caterogy "who viewed mi" den i saw tis guy.





























































he look a bit like jesus. lolx. frm same ways la. =]

and den i realized tis guy is workin with mi UNDER DA SAME SHOPPIN CENTER. haha.. jus opp my shop oni. and he's jackie's fren can. so coincindental sia. wahaha..
though he look like jesus, but he got a similiar hairstyle s derek la.. eeeeeee..... =]

MY COM IS DOWN!!!!

WTF!

DOWN AT A TYM WHEN I DUN WANT IT TO B DOWN.

HAD TO DEPEND ON MY KOR'S LAPTOP.

WHIHC WAS LIKE, ONI 50% COMPLETED WITH SOFTWARE.

COZ HE WAS TOO LAZY TO RE-INSTALL EVERYTHIN WHEN HE SEND FOR REPAIR TT TYM.

WORSE STILL, CANT FIND DA WARRANTY CARD.

N HAV TO WAIT TILL AFTER EXAMS BEFORE ASHLEY'S FREN GOT TYM TO CUM REPAIR...

ARGH!!!!!!!!

WAD DA SHIT LA!

jus caMe back frM sch...

with TPSU's AGM goin on jus now.

fotos up soon..

again waitin for ppls to send to mi. lolx.

RANdOM

da frog tt eAt ONLY money!

quite sick of my blogskin again. i realized tt i cant stay on to ONE blogskin for long.
decided to change da format of my blog. FINALLY ofund tis. cool eh??



































took some fotos on mon.
diana requested.


my class. [tis tym there's REALI no guys at all.] =]















































some random fotos wE took after class...
























































wEnt TM to slack AGAIN. tat place is gettin more n more borin.
was inside LJS eatin lunch. wihle eatin, sam notice tis sch gurl keep lookin ato ur direction and feels uneasy.

da moment i saw, i jus sae,

"aiya, she see us pretty can. wan see let her see la. wa... her eyes draw until like tt. worse den GOTHIC can."

i tell u...

tis gurl arz. REALI REALI REALI duno how to put makeup la.
somemore at da WRONG place.
i dunno wad's wrong wif her.
































tis gurl.. coldnt take a closer foto coz too far away.

1st. she keep on REAPPYIN her eyeliner. [tat's EYELINER can. not EYESHADOW cum CONCEALER]
2nd. i tink she tot da founation is a BLUSHER.
3rd. she's wearin a darn neardy specs.
4th. she's DIGGING her nose in LJS in front of her frens who're eatin.
5th. she's weaRin her sch uni.

helo la.. IMAGE PLEASE!!!!!
































while walkin back to da interchange, told rach
"wa...we keep saein tt girl, later she REALi appear in front of mi can."


zhe me chi dao, i jus said finished tis sentence, and she's REALI IN FRONT OF MI!!!!

Wts sia. everytym anyhow sae, da person sure appear one. n all these ppls are those tt i dun wan to see.




her back view.

now is 7th mth... can dun cum out scare ppls?

i've reALized tat i've sunk too deep down.

into a pit.

a pit tt's too deep for mi to climb up alone.

tis tym, its much more deeper den those in da past.

i need ur hand.

to pull mi out.

but it seems impossible.

u dun seems to care whether im inside anot.

u dun seems to even no.

coz ur heart is not even here at all.

i tot by cryin out loud.

u'll hear mi.

i cried for umpteen times.

but it seems no use.

coz u're too faraway.

i tot i can do it.

but i realized i need help.

from others.

but others are so happy in their own world.

i dun wan to disturb them.

i'll feel guilty.

i told both u n myself tt it'll be anythin jus like in da past.

but i realized tt it's not tt easy s wad i've tot it'll be.

it's oni a short while.

jus 2 weeks oni.

n i'm tryin my best not to show anythin to u.

it's contradictin.

i wanted to give up hopes b4 tellin u.

but... after tellin u,

i realized it's not easy to sae give up jus like tt.

they call u a bastard.

but i dun tink so.

they sae i sld stop saein nice stuff abt u.

but i didnt mention anythin.

they wan mi to move on.

but i still stuck in here.

stuck in a deep hole tt's so deep.

i cant get out of it.

especially if da hole was digged since a few months ago.

few months is not long.

neither short.

it proves sth.

sth tt i've said b4 to u.

but i was bein told da ans tt i dread of.

tt's da fact.

da truth.

da REALITY.

i've to learnt how to face it myself.

i rather we remain like tt den last tym.

coz u totally ignore my presence in da past.

at least now u no there's someone out there who confessed to u b4.

tanks for tellin mi.

though i try to forgot everytin abt it.

mayb we can remain like tt for s long s it'll be.

SUB COM CAMP'S FOTO reaDy hERe!

was supposedly to meet derek n co. at 7pm at mush when da whole tingy starts at 6pm. jus lazy to go so early. =] but in da end, da guys were so late can. so decided not to wait for them.
but dee n i later went to fetch them in. lolx. coz all of us were separted into diff groups and feelin a bit boring in all da ice-breakin games.
went back to my group half an hr later. still decidin on wad name to giv ourselves.




didnt took much fotos on da 1st nite. coz, like i said, it's NIGHT. n all of us were busy playin some games. halfway thru da game, kazumi came to join us. she's in my group. initally, i tot my group are jus a bunch of UNFAMILIAR faces. but once i reach there, i saw 4 centis freshies [kay,hakim,lene n fang yung], gwen n later kazumi la. lolx. i'm so glad to b in da group.



mY landyard. designed last min da nxt morning.


was chatin wif hui an, mayb, gwen, dee, and ben da whole nite. wif all tis FREE MILK frm MAC to keep us awake.
den halfway thru, got tis guy suddenly sat nxt to dee. at 1st, everyone tot he's jus someone's freshie so didnt care abt him. but after awhile, i feel a bit strange, so i asked.

gucci: ermm, do u no anione here?

stranger: no.

*slience*

gucci: so...wad's ur name anyway?

stranger: oh, my name is ... ... meng... @HOTMAIL.COM

*SLIENCE + =.="*

den we decided to continue our conversation again. den gwen n mayb were tokin sth abt THIGHs.

stranger: oh, so u're thigh-fettish.

gwen: huh??? wad thigh-fettish??

*SLIENCE ONCE AGIAN*

so, s usual, someone has to break da icey scene.

gucci: okie okie, so u no our names anot??

stranger: ermm, NOPE.

i tell u. tis guy, i dunno who's he in da end, coz everyone REALI dunno him can. n he jus suddenly disappear. without tellin anyone of us. but we found him at another group later. SUCH A STRANGE GUY SIA. any oh how chap into ppls's conversation.


belongingS being thrown to dee n ben to take care while da rest of us went to bath at 4.30AM.


heard this very cute cheer frm dee's group durin mornin PT.

我是高级
你是低级
我们是高级高级
你们是低级低级
我们有 chio bu
你们有 d bu
我们有 yan dao
你们有 lao gao







decided to skip da nxt mornin's breakfast, so went off wif dee n hui an to eat elsewhere in sch. actually, was supposedly to acc hui an go hand in some LOA stuff but ENGINE's GO was closed. so decided to eat instant noodles b4 we go back.



da moment i reach da sports hall, my group was playin some stuff. i dunno wad's zit abt. wad"polar n hunter" game.

i jus sit there n closed my eyes. tt's wad i was told to do. to pass tym. s usual.



then off to play some telematch.


garang in discussion of strategies...

those wearin slippers were not allowed to play can. i dunno wad's wrong wif da girl la. wad's wrong with it sia. it's oni SLIPPERS can??
anyway, it was here tt SLIPPERS GANG was established. [dee, mi, kazumi, yy, steven n derek] lolx.


pitchin in process...


DONE!! nice huh?








had some mass outdoor cookin later.


our suppliers of food.


preparin to cook...


kazumi cookin eggs.



busy washin da mass tins. n where was i??
WENT CHEERS WIF IV'S PPLS to buy drinks. when they were tryin ALL THEIR BEST to scrub everytink. hee...


tryin to act emo...












7-ELEVEN! it's a store n more! =]
[wad's tt allen doin behind sia.]



i duno wad they were tryin to do. all i no tt they're playin games AGAIN to pass tym. n how cum dun have my face again???





















coz i went off to play bball wif derek n co. lolx.


tar's my team. DA REDs
[derek, mi & steven]


and dee's team
[jack, dee n allen]



so nice playin wif them. though its like under da HOT HOT HOT HOT sun.







went back to learn mass dance again. got...tt;s my Nth tym learnin can.

i dunno wad they were tryin to do anyway. lolx.

it's SOOOOOO fun imitatin someone. MAYB'S BEST FREN! s usual.. im da one actin again. FOREVER.


takin a break...


ben found a new GAY partner!!!
ERIC!!!!!! =]
to tink he still debate wif us da nite b4 abt BGR vs BBR/GGR. and he still tell us tt he wldnt be with him even if da girls in da whole world died.
wad a guy!


we had cake for TEA-BREAK!!!
MANGO CAKE!


a formal foto wif da cake..


give US da cake now!!!


GARANG GUNIs!!! its not wif everyone inside though..


TPSU [ actually, i cant make out wad's da 1st letter anyway.]


and ONCE AGAIN. hui an n i injured ourselves again. forever injurin ourselves durin TP's camp. her toe nail broke into half n was still danglin ther. i lost my 4th nails n wif da 1st one injured while playin bball.
















































n todae, dee n i den realized tt both of us can b da both famous girls in da whole sub-camp.
why??????????
1st, they sae whoever not weairn shoes durin PT, pls cum forward.
[both of us were wearin slippers.]
2nd, they ask tohse tt jus step into da sports hall, pls cum to da stage.
[both of us jus came back frm playin bball wif derek n co. while the rest of da ppls were playin some other mass games.]
n we're forever goin towards da main comm ppls in front of everyone. lolx. not bad arz. =]

hAd presentatioN on thurS.

or sld i sae?

i went to sch to ACT for da WHOLE DAE.

frm 2-6pm.

havin jap n psycho presentation cum roleplay.

god.

i cant imagine my actin still haven turn rusty can.

ut's been a LONG LONG tym since i've act properly.

ya. i no.

u ppls sure sae wad, "where got, u alomst evetydae acting can."

but tt type of actin is REAL REAL iMPROMPTTU.

lolx. =]


didnt took any fotos wiF my jap group members.

everyone was busY wif their own stuff. lolx.

































eudorA n i. gonna miss her soon. coz CMM ppls forever very busy sia. ESP her. i dunno wad's she so busy abt. coz mayb is in da same ocurse s her but she seems so free can.



atikah n mi.




AH-YANG-MEI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the girl forever in my heart. =]

though i push her out of it for a few mths for derek.
wahahahhahaahhaah........
but, nvm. SH'ES BACK!!!!!!

i FINALLY took foto wif her le. haha... she's so 'cute' can. lolx.























































My psycho project.
promotin for a FLOWERPOT.
wad a lame project sia.
worse den marketin can!



da day when i dressed up like a REAL LADY.
god. everyone saw mi like machiam sae ghost like tt.
coz its a REALLY RARE scene to see mi dress till like tt.
wif heels, a GIRLY tote bag, a DARN FLOWERY n LACY blouse n an unfolded jeans.
tt whole dae...
i try MY VERY BEST to be s demure s possible can.
it's REALI so UNLIKE mi.

























































and wad's so interestin tingy is tt...
both sam n i SWITCHED DRESSIN ON DA SAME DAE.
she had to dress more to da boylish size becoz she was acting s a guy in her jap roleplay.
n mi??
i've to dress so feminine becoz eudora sae we need to wear sth tt's informal but not formal for our presentation.


but. ya.

at least u frens no i can dressed like A LADY.

n change a bit of my image of being a boylish gurl. lolx. =]

juS came back FRm sUb-com camp.

both boring N intEreStin.

in some ways la. lolx.

shall upload da fotos another dae.

waitin for kazumi to send mi fotos frm her cam. =]

tireD sia.

slp for 1 hr oni can...

KUAH SI RU!!!!

U NEEd tell da whole world tt i'm kana rejected by some ppls??

sia la... put his name on ur nick sia...


[siRuu` derek LEEe frm ENg sch && TP dragon boat u're such a bastard]

da whole incident is oledi over. no pt scoldin him a bastard.









and like tt still haven finish can..

cum here read my blog den go msn to tell mi tis...


siRuu` ^_^ says:
oei

siRuu` ^_^ says:
rat oso not bad for you ma





























WTS sia.............

i was tinkin, how i da world u no him sia.

u tot i wad?

need tym to relax one okie.. if not very tired one u no....

and den change ur nick agian la...


[siRuu` i smells rats and rat isnt tt bad at all.]




SISTA!!! wadu tinkin sia??? =x

It wasn't possible, so I believed it wasn't true
Me loving you, these words don't even make sense
I'm probably just jealous, I guess I'm getting lonely.
I hide my feelings before but I just can't do it anymore

*I think I love you
I guess I do
Cause I miss you
If you're not there I can't do anything except keep thinking of you.
Seeing this I guess I'm falling for you
I didn't know if before but
Now I need you
Somehow deep in my heart it took its place and grew
so all I want to do is take care of you.

They say we don't match well together, that staying friends is just right
From one to ten, we don't don't have anything in common,
so they say dating wouldn't make sense.
I've been surrounded by those words and I don't want to be anymore.


Why didn't I know it was you
Why didn't I see it when you're right infrot me
You've been right here all along, by my side.
Why have I started seening love now

had HRM presentation yest. actually, wasnt considered as a presentation anyway. roleplay, to b precise. lolx.

cher brought YAN YAN biscuits. and wad's so excitin abt it is tt there's animals written on it. and same of it are quite lame.



but i still like tis better...


MOO-AH-MOO-AH-MOO-AH-MOO!!




went pastamania to eat. AGAIN. S USUAL. wif YH,dee,sam and rach.
saw adriano [frm campus superstar] there. he's reali very short can. BUT.... cool. =]


MALI tryin to act as John, da stupid SISSY staff.


THE STAFF of HRM's roleplay.
JOHN VS. BO CHUP.













was walkin ard TM and we saw tis gurl. i cant imagine she actually wore tt to cum out la.




























































da kids still go touch her tail can!





































































went to meet up wif all my LONG-LOST SISTAS at prata house later at night.
god. i dunno why, da moment i saw them, i can totally care NOTHIN abt my image le.



so shy to take foto for wad. we not 1st tym take foto lehz...




CHIN WEI JUN [my mummy] tryin to act cute while da rest were tinkin of wad to eat..




VERY VERY thirsty sia. milo dinosaur,teh cino,kopi cino, and teh ping...




iaN: ermm....wad to eat lehz?




xj:HUH! wad tokin u?? can repeat anot??
*yz wif tt very confused face*
*ah hao ilterally heck care the indian man can*




i love my mama alot...
and she's oso gettin lamer n lamer can. call mi EARLY IN DA MORNIN jus to ask mi wad's da name of da mosque behind my house. sia la. i dun go there so how wld i no sia.. lolx. =]

and i dunno why, out of a sudden, all our old habits were back again. 2 peoples sharing ONE piece of tissue, orderin lotsa food to share among one other, shootin one another like nobody's business, etc...


























































went LIQUID KITCHEN to slack...

while waitin for rui qing to cum, ah hao n YZ start to take out candles to play. n beocz i like to take fotos, we start to play together AGAIN.














ian heNg [bf of xj]
lang eng xuan
chin wei jun

zhang xiao jiao
pauline cai
serena wong
lim yuzhuang







lim uen ho





















tis candle is our ONE N ONLI pathetic light to take fotos. da place was very very dark. [it's liquid kitchen, wad u expect sia.]


pauline,weijun n mi. [even if we use da candle, it's still so dark]


tt's xj's cake. was her bdae on mondAE.


our drinkS...










tok alot alot alot of craps. reviving memories all da way frm sec 1 to sec 4. laughin at all those stupid tinks we've done n said b4. mayb one dae when i'm free, i'll try to tell u ppls again ba. =]


ah hao,mi and rui qing. he's da guy who remind mi of ma lian. coz his face reali look like horse lor. hahahahaha.... chek ark!


MY SISTAS!!!!
I LOVE U LADIES SOOOO MUCH!!!!

































didnt regret not goin to watch fireworks. coz meetin them was always the best times. they've brougt lotsa happiness n fun into my life.
or sld i sae??
one another's life...