Thursday, November 30, 2006

had presentation on tues.

abt my field trip to ACM n da spore river.




tt's my project grp mates.

was happy with da outcome. wif everyone puttin lotsa effort into it.



especially mi. i'm in charge of designin for our presentation.



million tanks to u guys who REALI appreciate my design!



=]



and oso tanks to yun hui, who came out wif da video!



[da idea of a video was actually coop frm sam's group]

hahaha...



is tt considered as COPYING???



wahahahah...





here's da video!




it's seems hard to forget who u are...

ur existence seems to be everywher.

even if i dun see u,

i can still feel u're somewher ard mi..



santa oni grant wishes to ppls who have beeen gd all yr round.

am i a gd girl for da past yr?

i dun tink so.

so does tt mean i wont get wad i wan tis Christmas??

or sld i sae?

he dont grant my wish at all.

Monday, November 27, 2006

sight of....

*ur nick appearin in MSN*

*ur no. in my fone*

*ur foto in my fone*

*u in school*

makes my heart sank.







sight of....

*tall and tanned guys*

*white specs*

*dragonboat*

*hip-hop dance*

*NIKE bag [black base with yellow words]*

*designin/fashion*

*engine sch*

*TP*

reminds mi of u.









where's all those excitment and happiness whenever i see u?
no longer there.
instead, regretness n saddness fills my heart.
especially regretness.
u dun even seems to bother abt my existence.
why haf i wasted my tym on u?

if oni u didnt step into my life.

but den, without u in my life for da past yr, i mite not even b who i am now.

tis is so contradictin.







memories of OTC gonna flow back soon.
in a mth's tym.
if i ever get in.
i dun wan everythin to happen da same way s before.
dun let da same guy came into my life again.
it's a terrible life.
NO MORE!
jus give mi a life tt i've wanted pls, FATE!

Sunday, November 26, 2006

was spending almost half of my tym at lab on thurs. dee's group, sam's group n my group happen to be in da same lab. so.. we play again. lolx. =]

cher brought her cam to sch.

her cam skills is gettin worse sia. =]


dee n sam. her long-lost woman!





it's been a long tym since we took foto together! =]


went off to my CDS again.
im forever blast by da tutor.
all beocz of my attendance prob n stuff la.
TP education system sucks can.
i reali duno wad they wan la.
haiz....
n becoz of tis reason, i'll losing interest in wad i'm learning again.
always becoz of osme minor reason tt cause mi to lose interest in tinks tt i used to like to do.
dance is like tt, now designin is oso like tt.
wad can i sae??
tis week's tutorial was to learn how to creat a moodboard.
wad's a moodboard??
a BOARD tt allow u to express ur MOOD.
=.="
actually i oso duno one.
is i anyhow tink one.
=]

tt's my cds fren.
i duno wad's her name anywAy...
hee...

1st moodboard.
lookin at a foto tt da tutor giv n express it into a theme.
"MUSIC=COMMON LANGUAGE"


2nd moodboard.
a theme given by tutor
"paris hilton n barbie doll"
i dun like tis. IT:S TOO PINKISH!!!!
hahahaha....



Thursday, November 23, 2006

went out with hui an n mong ling yest.

to est SUSHI!!!!

hahha............





YUMMY YUMMY!!!!!!!!!


she's aimin at sth.....




































































MONG JIE JIE'S TOFU!!!! =X


a table full of food!
we're darn hungry man!
but tt's sushi buffet... of coz da whole table will be full of food.
=]


da "big-face" couple.
no worries annie, mong jie got bigger face!
heee.... OOPS!




da stripies!!!!!! [jus happen tt we're wearin stripes can!
lolx.

chat quite a bit. topics of many many stuff.
like comparin derek n edwin. see who's better . =x
abt own frens doin stunts.
abt those stupid dreams we had befor... [MOUNTAINS OF ALARM CLOCKS!]
n yes... we misss CAMPS again! lolx.
luckily we didnt cheer there can. =]
forever laughin like mad wif both of them. esp mong jie. she's always da one who can tink of stuff tt ppls wont tink of can. whaahah...














was takin lift down to 1st floor n we saw tis poster on da lift...
































































ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun pull mi in!!!!
i dun wan to die so fast!!






been a long tym since we took neoprints.
MONTHS AGO????
=]
den da machines are gettin more n more fun n amazin can.
sa machine we use can still pull out the tingy n jump abt can.
*dotz*
seems like it's really loong long tym since we play tt machine.
hahahahaha....


process of drawin....








us n neoprints!


i borught tis shirt with hui an.
yES! SHIRT!
though look like a mini dress. lolx.
mine is red n huian is black.
little red dress VS little black dress.
hahaah...

reminds mi of my LITTLE RED GIRL again. haha... RANODM sia!
WHERE'S SHE??? =X

Monday, November 20, 2006

went hm with cher todae. she was unhappy wif some ppls. n she seems like she cant tolerate anymore. burstin out soon.
n yes. im again there for her to chu qi.

n it's was todae tat i realized tt im always da one lettin ppls to fa xie.
i dun mind actually. so long they feel better after tt. After all, they no tt i will forget all abt it da nxt dae.

so i sorta like their rubbish bin.
throw all their worries and trouble to mi
den da nxt dae, all their rubbish will be at the dump.

forever.

isnt tt gd??

but den... i realized one tink too.
i cant fa xie to all these ppls.
they'll actually either tink it's weird or scary or even get angry at mi.

.......

seems like i hav to tolerate all stuff myself. or mayb i didnt even tolerate at all.
i jus forget. forget abt all these tingy tt will oni make mi more stressed n troubled.

wad's da use of it, rite?? =]


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saw him n da girl todae after sch.
i duno why.
da more i saw them together, da more i feel like i'm jus a passer-by to him.
a stranger tt happen to pass by in his life.


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all along, i dun reali believe in FATE.
sometimes i even feel tt FATE is a crap.
but it was FATE that brought us together on 22nd dec, 2005.
it was frm tis date onwards, tt i believe tt FATE reali do exist in reality.

but den, FATE played along wif us for 11+ mths.
sometime, FATE played cupid but sometimes prank.

den on 1st august, FATE reali played a prank on mi.
i was ready for tt prank, but i dun wan to accept it. AT ALL.
so. i play against FATE.

BUT... da more rebellious i am towards FATE, da more FATE wan to play wif mi.
tis tym, bringin in another person.
all, along FATE noes there's tis person existing.
jus tt, FATE wanted tis person to cum in NOW.

i'm tired to fight against FATE.


after all, FATE reali dun exist at all.

no matter how much FATE u feel u had wif tt person, god will always try his best not to let both of u to be together.



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gets enlightened todae.

life's jus like a bus journey.
there's tyms when u feel happy, angry, fustrated, sad, crazy when takin a bus.
but the bus will always cum to the last stop/destination.
there wont b a dae when u'll not alight at all.
mayb u dun wish to alight,
but da bus driver will still ask u to alight.
tt's wad life is all abt. it's not for us to decide. it's for HIM to decide everytink.



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feel tt i need dance badly.
wadever type of dance it is.
so long s i can forget abt all tis tingy.
especially him.
if oni...
i can live without troubles.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

was workin full shift yest.
but still got lotsa suprises..

hees...

saw pauline at da bus stop opp my house.
she was supposed to go to sch was decided to take bus frm bishan JUS TO ACC mi.
it's been a long tym since i chat with her.
n SHE FINALLY TOOK OUT HER BRACES TOO!
look so much nicer now.
she's da oni one tt i've no since sec sch tt has change tremendously in her appearance.

hahaha.....

rach, ben, jian hong, dee and osme of their frens came to j8 too.
supposedly they had to go to bishan stadium to do some packing stuff.
n they jus ifnish some competition in sch in da mornin.
so sorta pass by j8 to cum find mi.
haha..
n my colleauges sae
"wa... u todae very busy hor. got so many fren to cum support u sia.
u open peng you hui here zit?"

"..."

=.="

to dee:
didnt no wad happen to u yest. coz u appear jus like normal. but read frm ur blog, i no there's sth wrong goin on wif u n mali yest. u didnt tell anyone abt it, so nobody noes wad happen. but jus hope tt tt 2 scoops of ice-cream did cheer up for a few secs. hahaha...

ICE CREAM SURE DO WONDERS!!

esp expensive, nice yet FREE ice cream!
=x




den cat brought her whole family to come eat too.
it's been long tym since i see her.
even if i see her, i oni sae a HI.
lolx.
da father very cute sia.
he duno how to pronounce my name.
so my name change frm "engxuan" to "yuan quan".
....
no link sia.
pronunciation is TOTALLY not da same can.
hahaa....



finally work floor yest nite. feel so weird tokin to customers and repeating da same old stuff again n again.
and it's been A LONG LONG TYM since i wear tt short apron sia.
n funny tink is, i've worked wif all those ppls for so long,
n none of them had seen mi wearing a short apron beofr...
=.="

keep runnin up n down da stairs.
machiam doin exercise sia.
throat is darn dry too.
luckily, it's oni for one nite.
if i were to work on floor everytym,
i rather dun work sia.
tis type of job can oni play once in awhile.
hahahah...
tis whole week...

till now..

i've began to suspect whether my mouth is a curse.

tis whole week,

it's like as if whoever i sae or wad,

tis person will appear in front of mi ON THE SAME DAE.

it's either IMMEDIATELY or FEW HRS LTR..

tt's scary.

okie...

mayb not EVERy perosn i've said will appear,

but it's like 7 out of 10 people.

isnt tt scary?

tat's 70% can?















few of my frens seems to b losin ppls who are close to them.

fren's mum jus pass away..

she was da 2nd person i no todae tt had someone close tt pass away.

worse still,

we're still discussing abt her mum last thurs.

she seems okie wif everytink.

gettin herself prepared for her mum's death.

as in her feelings..

but ya.

who can expect it to b so soon?

who no when will she go?

who no wad will happen nxt?

i no she will surely pretend as though nth happen.

she'll surely act tough in front of everyone.

i've told her tt befor.

but i jus hope tt she'll be able to get over it otgether wif her rest of family..

suddenly it makes mi wonder....

life is sooooo much more impt.

Friday, November 17, 2006

went for a field trip to ACM on tues.
supposedly was to go wif da whole last thurs.
all bcoz of my CDS again. =.="

nvm. we still went anyway.
with mali n eric aka mr simpson. hahhaah.

one tink i like abt my module now is tt..

WE GET TO HAF FIELD TRIPS!!
tt's wad tourism is all abt.

askin us students to be tourists again.
=]


tt's ASIAN CILVISATION MUSEUM.

actually, took quite alot of fotos inside. but im jus PLAIN LAZY to upload it.
besides, those fotos are for proect purposes.
hahahaha...


den there's singapore river!

okie, tt's da bridge, not spore river!
but the river below is called SINGAPORE RIVER anyway.
hee...


da 3 of us....






let's play arm-wrestling!


can take my file too??


wa.. how long u nv dig nose liao arz??


i want to kick ur butt!
QUICK! do ur work faster!!


ARGH!!! dont jump down!

























wa... still wan to jump down sia.













though was veri tired after da trip but sorta enjoy it.
it's been a long tym since im a tourist.
=x

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

last friday...



went to bedok reservior after lunch for some puffing session.
not mi of coz! =]


waitin for those guys to finsh smokin...

was waitin at da taxi stand for da rest of da dancers. we're goin to perform at ACM ltr tt day. for some asian women.


sch happen to hav some events tt were givin out free condoms. n nicole actually took every color of it... haha...
CONDOMS ARE GD FOR HEALTH!! [tt's wad sam wans to tell everyone]
=]














preparin for da performance...


xiaopei jiejie backcombed my hair till like tt can.
god, i cant even recognize myslef can... heeee...


tt's pris's hp pouch. ya.. it's a bit common, but somehow i jus feel it looks cool... =]]


dancers playin at ACM after performance...



was walkin at esplanade n saw all these status...
all made of WIRES...
those designers are reali darn creative!





den as we walked frm esplanade towards da citylink mall, more arts came up...




sam tied my hair while we're wlakin can..
haha.... she insist on takin tis pic to show everyone she tied it while walkin. =.=




WE LOVE TEMASEK !!!!!
[*pui ] =]


tink tis is sth like merlion ma...
a mermaid + some mare = merlion...
not bad arz!


chicken + mare = chicmare ???


da father of those chicmare...
den wad wld it b called den?

Sunday, November 12, 2006


da pass to NRA's first dance prodUction, "DANZATION" !
though was a little draggy, but was very inspired by da moveS and dancers. =]