supplEments for da HR project.

MUGGIN NOW....

OMFG!!!!!!!

haha....
okie.
tis post i guess oni a few ppls will understand.
ya. oni HAAGEN DAZS BISHAN GOSSIP CLUB will understand.
guess i dun need to name out who rite.
or sld i??
=p

whahaha...
anyway.
zhong dian is...................

i've found some IMPT CHARACTERS in SOMWHER la.
hahah...
n i cant imaigne tt i'm SOOOOOOOOOO indirectly linked to PUNK NOT DEAD can!
i rather get linked to chu-co-let.
haha.
anyway.
it's like...
was lookin at rosy's acc.
den saw qi min's.
so get curious how tis lamer's acc wld b like.
den i went to his fotos to see. [he oni got 5 can!]
and!!
i saw PUNK NOT DEAD takin foto wif him.
BUT DEN!
i was tinkin.
okie. mayb there's ppls who look alike.
so tried my luck in his frens' list.

and DEN!!!

i SAW PUNK NOT DEAD's acc!
to make tinks confirmed.
i saw WASH-HAIR BOY takin fotos wit him.
and....
i saw DRAWER's!!!
WASH-HAIR-BOY's!!!
AHHHH!!!!
but no chu-co-let!
sadded
=x

i'm SOOOOOOOOOOO tempted to copy thier fotos and post it here!!
but...
ltr they find their way here den HD bis's gossip club will die man!
and GUCCI's head can roll.
wahaha..


*im reali glad tt i'm back to my own self for TODAE*

i cant imagine i actually rot da whole dae todae.
on a SATURDAY.
realized tt its not i DUN LIKE to rot n slack at hm.
it's I DUN WAN.
reali.
facin oni da com, tv, n four walls.
n my mind jus went into da world of its own, refusin to cum out of it.
was supposed to meet him.
but in da end, plans were foiled.
he can bring me up high up to da extreme.
but he can oso jus let mi fall into aimless black hole.

was watchin some dramas jus now.
some repeated dramas.
n i didnt no tt now wadever they saes in da show, it actually makes mi tink alot.
i mean, last tym, when i 1st watch those shows, i got no emotions AT ALL.
but todae, full of emotions.

1st show was PRIDE.
some jap dram abt ice hockey.
makes mi tink of those daes when we watch it at our chalet n everyone jus sit ther for a whole day jus to ifnish watchin da whole show.
n when i sae everyone, it's means a whole class of ppls. =]

den was SUMMER SCENT.
some korean show.
somehow, my life now seems to actin da way or another.
at 1st, i like him becuz i saw someone in da past in him.
den he found out. indirectly.
and he pushed mi away TOTALLY.
now, i follow my heart.
wadever my heart saes, i'll follow.
n it saes it's him.
but it's too late.
he has pushed mi away too far.

i rather he called mi anytime of da dae den slience.
slience is scary.


wad do i wan in my life now?
i oso duno.
and it's certain UNCERTAINTY.


wad's happenin to mi nowadays?
i hate tis mi FOR NOW!


fark.

was workin for da past 2 daes.

did sth VERY VERY stupid on thurs mornin.
DARN STUPID.
evertym.
evertym im always dooin foolish n stupid n aimless stuff whenever there's someone out there.
im not goin to do tt anymore.
cuz im not being appreciated.
wanted to work on thurs.
but my manager dun wan mi to work.
i dun wan to rot at hm.
either do i wan to emo at somewher or wadever.
luckily, i sae there's oni 4 ppls workin.
n it's quite impossible for a thurs la.
wadever.

n came tis customer.
cumin in at abt 9++ pm.
okie.
zhong dian is her attitude.
it's like ppls are closin n she still wan to make a fuss over nth.

auntie: how much is one multi-pack?

gucci: $11.90

auntie: den da single one?

gucci: $5.90

auntie: wad?? i dun wan tt coffee n almond! i wan da vanilla and milk one!

gucci: we dun hav tt in multi pack.

auntie: dun have. how cum?

gucci: oh. out of stock.

auntie: so i cant 3 single bar n charge s a multi pack? tt means it'll be more expensive if i buy 3 single den 1 multipack la. it's not worth it at all! totally not worth it!

gucci: =.=" ....

auntie's daughter: mummy. pls! SHHH!

nobody ever say tt it's worth anyway.
nvm. still got...

auntie: i sae i wan 3 pints. u sure ther's 3 inside? cant u pls check carefully?

gucci. okie. one. TWO. THREE!

auntie: oh okie.

CB.

still got...

*waitin to sign da credit card's receipt.*

auntie: how cum oni one piece?

jolene: my manager's changin da receipt. so u've to wait for awhile.

auntie: *SLIENCE*

tis type of ppls. jus cant shut up for once.



he finally tok to mi yest.
like. FINALLY.
n again.
he tot i no new guys n ignored him.
oh pls.
im not tt sort of girls.
but den tanks to him.
my mood change.
cuz some lame tutor i hav.
gettin scolded for same lame stuff.
like i'm becuz i cldnt get into da lift.
n im wearin heels. n my feet are frakin pain to climb frm FIRST floor to FOURTH floor la.
and he said: so why is da lift so kind enough to da rest n not u?
knn.
i jus repied him: cuz tis ppls took da lift frm da 2nd floor when da lift is goin down n took up again. so of cuzthose ppls at da 1st floor wont be able to get in la.
like. stupid la.
ask mi suvch a stupid qtn.
n becuz some of us were late. he was quite pissed iwf our group.
he keep on saien we're laggin behind.
but JUS refuse to sae WHERE we're laggin at.
wad a cb tutor i hav.

mayb i sld jus stop sayin those words.

saw tis at rosy's blog.

somehow.

seems to describe wad MR DADDY is doin to mi now.

at tis moment, i'm so afraid of bein alone.
afraid of loneliness.
suddenly.
im so unsure of everythin.
i dunno wad i'll do da nxt moment.
if oni.

i can jus immerse myself in work.
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.

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.
.
when will tis F***in tingy stop?

it jus pays for bein a nuisance.

.

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.

.

.

mayb...

it's not tt worthwhile afterall.

went to weijun's house todae.
after like, YEARS??

hahah...
her house's still same.
not much big changes.
except tt....

SHE CHANGED HER REFRIGERATOR!!!

hahahah....
tt's da one n oni tink i always target whenever i go her house.
helpin her to eat finish all those chocolates in the fridge.
FOREVER.
lol.

so nice tokin to her abt stuff.
mama.... u see.
ur son's so filial.
so many yrs had passed and he's still so gd to visit u when u're rottin at hm.
wahhahahahaa...

anyway, her bf came to join us for dinner later on.
at chong pang.
da guy is jus SOOOOOOOO quiet can.
imaigne wj has to keep on tokin jus to entertain him.
lolx.
den again, it's her choice.
=]

realize tt tis few weeks have been meetin up wif long-lost frens for dinner.
sometime it's so nice to meet up afte so long n yet still as crappy as da past.

oh ya.
i asked wj some similar qtns again.
haha...
like... DUH....
=.="

i asked her...

"to wad extent do u agree that GUCCI LANG ENG XUAN is a Darn extremely gossipy n kpo person"

ANS: to a VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY very very very very very............................. LARGE extent.

"wad if one dae i went slient for da whole dae?"

ANS: den must be sth serious happen to u liao.

=.="

sick.
she still understand mi so much.
hahaha...

was CCN DAy on fri, and as usual had kelly befor tt. darn tired for every kelly.
hahaha...
was da last CCN tt im gonna be seein. b
but didnt have da mood to actually walk abt.
cuz ther's way too many ppls and i jus hate crowds.

saw mitch along da way.
told mi she's runnig for business main comm.
like DUH....

ask mi to vote for her. like dunno da Nth person to ask mi to vote.
tt's da disadvantage of knowin too many ppls in sch. =]

saw chow xueli on da way too. she wanted mi to join her for lunch. cuz it's been quite some tym since she heard my voive and all my crappness. i didnt no tt ppls will miss my COLD COLD COLD jokes. lolx.

anyway, to reward her for missin mi, i gave her one balloon.


and she's so happy abt it. though it's a bit troublesome to bring it ard sch when it's oledi so crowded. hhaa...


i've got one too!
TPSU jus ROCKS! =x

went to work early.
was eugene's last dae and last dae to play n do naughty stuff.
saw tis man who came to do some coffee machine machine's maintainence.
god. jojohui was so mermerized by da way he do all those drinks.


he did tis in like 5 mins tym can.
so nice.. =]

and some frens i have gave my no. to chu-co-let.
tis tym it's reali DARN SICK can!
i didnt expect them to REALI gave it to him la.
make mi so sh.y
nxt tym i'll jus dun go toilet oledi.
which is impossible la.
PLS PLS PLS.
control urselves, ppls!

had one of da last few smoking tym together.


tis tym, we broke record of 3 ppls smoking together.
when it's busy in shop.
4 of us went out la.
like purposely.
haha..
who cares anyway?
sales are goin down....


had pizza feast outside for dinner.
eugene's treats again.
anyeay, MR EUGENE KOH.
I STILL WAN MY CHILLI CRAB FEAST!
wahahahahahahahaha...
u better treat jojohui and i for one befor u go tekong.


nice nice... one for vuitton too.
haha..
so random.


abt to close tt tym, our MISS JOJOHUI.
i duno wad she's doin or tinkin.
i asked her to pass mi da sugar syrup container.
and i duno how tt tink slipped off her hands.
and POP!
GONE!
da whole floor becums darn sticky.


and ended up, we've to do this in da misdt of da busy period.
=.="
sick.


went back to malaysia to celebrate my grandma's bdae on sat.
ya.tis tym it's da reali tink.
feel so cheated last week.
lolx.
anyway, i jus realized we're celebrating 3 PEOPLE's bdae instead of jus one.
seems like im really gettin out of touch wif my family.
wad am i doin den??
haha...

nth to do while waitin for da rest of the relative to cum...


one for each...


and again nth to do.
so wanted to test my own camera skills.
lol.


and tis's da 1st tym i've heard of ROJAK CHICKEN.
jus like rojak.
jus tt da main ingredient is CHICKEN.
nice huh?
=x


da 3 cakes!


they bully mi!
everyone's sooooo busy admiring all those cakes and none of them prepare those candles.
imagine im da oni one makin so many candles ready.
75+15+24=114
sick lehz ppls!


my grandma and her big big cake.



dun blame mi for lookin da other side. it's like ther's so many cmaeras ard and u jus duno wher u're supposed to look at.
hee..


my cousin.. finally she's 24. and tt's her daughter hiding behind.


another cousin.
she've since reach da stage of puberty.
when she realized tt looks are impt to her FOR NOW.
ahahhaha...


AHHH!!!!
I WAN to eat oso!!
give mi lehz, GREEDY BOY!


cute rite? tt 3 bears were made out of tt small little machine.
XIANG TAN NIAN.....
we dun play all these when we're young can.
we play wif sands and tt plasteric. [i duno how to spell].
hhahaha...
nowadays kids are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pampered.


me n da 2 bdae cousins...


mi, kara and my cousin...



finally work wif xinya todae.
ermm, sld said she's trianed under mi i guess.
cuz i was one of da 11st to teach her kitchen.
and todae. AGAIN.
it's her 1st tym to do all those new creations.
so many 1st tyms.
hahaha...
and todae she can reali make mi feel so.....................
i duno la.
she cant jus make lame mistakes tt u duno u sld laugh or socld her can.
haha....
she's jus................
i duno.=]
JOJOHUI, I STILL WAN TO WORK WIF U LEHZ.
wahhaaha...
cuz no more MR KOH oledi.
but quite fun to work wit her.
at least ther's some entertainment.
haha....

GUCCI KUREI KUREI IS BACK!!!!

i've found back all my long-lost confidence.

duno wher they've been to.

maybe went to north-pole??

okie.

not funny.

-.-"

anyway.

no matter wad happen now,

i'll be strong.

both physically n mentally.

i wont hide at bedok reservior all alone again.

i wont becum a heavy smoker.

i wont emo till da state i am yest.

I wont shut up for one whole dae again.

i wont spent my one whole dae aimlessly.

cuz i got so many supportive fans behind.

supportin wadever i tink it's best for myself.

and givin mi a hand when i drop into tt aimless pit again.

=]

tanks to all these fans!

i'll give all of u my autographs soon!

wahahaa...

2 hrs ago, im farking emo and sad.
yes. REAL.
tears can jus drop by itself.
anytym. anywher.

but realized i cldnt supressed everythin myself.
so force myself to tell one of my gd frens.
n im like facin da com n jus cry non-stop.
sounds SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO not mi.

maybe tis tym rd im serious abt it.

n i didnt no tt i've got so many supportive frens.
maybelin n huian. [tt steven is xtra one/ hahha.]
i didnt expect them to actually no wad i wan.
but they do.
n they sae they'll spoort my decision.
tanks!
n i cant imagine we actually tink alike.

loner physically. but loved by everyone mentally.
=p

i've ruined everythin.
TOTALLY.
everythin's messed up now.
tanks to my fone n memories.

i didnt expect i cld actually hurt someone tis way.
i didnt even no i cld actually do tt.
all along i've tot it's okie to hav all those sms in my fone.

but i didnt expect him to tell mi straight on da fone tt we're not together.
when i tot we ARE.
it's oni one nite.
and he changed totally.
he told mi to reconsider.

but i've set my mind.
i wan him.
more den anyone else.

he dun trust mi anymore.
no more.
i didnt lie to him.
okie i did lie.
but i didnt lie abt my feelins.
n it seems so difficult for him to believe wadever i've said now.
no matter wad i 've told him, he jus dun believe.
sometym it jus take so much effort to make someone trust u again.
esp since he's da one tt u like so much.

i jus cant blame anyone now.
cuz no one is to be blame
except myself n my selfishness.
i didnt spare a tot for him at all.

both of us wanted a serious one.
mayb.
i sld jus take a break frm everythin.






** tanks maybelin, huian n steven for listenin to wad i wan to sae. =]
it's so hard to supress n keep everythin to myself for da whole dae.
it's so nice to hav u guys ard. tanks!
i didnt expect u guys can be so supportive. =p

tis foto....
tell u..
da one n oni one tt can make mi feel.............................
GONE.
wif everythin.

i feel so...........
extra.







im confused.
everythin seems to happen so fast.
n suddenly i myself is scared too.
he sae he's scared tt tinks wldnt work out.
but i assured him.
den again, it's oni da beginning.
mths ltr, i duno wad im supposed to do?
will everytink happen jus like wad he tot of?
i hope not.

suddenly jus sound so not mi.
im not like tt befor.
so not confident of myself.
mayb i sld learn to trust both myself and him.
miracles wont happen for da 2nd tym.
guess i've to put in more effort tis tym rd. =]

was at work both thurs n fri.
but both dae dun seems to be da actual daes,
as in thrus dun seems to b thurs n fri dun seems to b fri.

anyway...
was workin wih jolene n eugene on thurs.
goin to be da last few tym da 3 of us ogin to work together.
he's goin tekong soon.
and it's like all my workin kakis are gone oledi.
no more shuan koh ji yuan.
no more eugnee xavier koh.
no more ppls to gissip wif mi.
except for jolene la.
lolx.

okie. back to main pt again.
was caught on CAMERA for not wearin gloves.
it's a common tink for mi not to wear gloves.
but at least i wore a mask.
den, tis customer took a foto of mi not wearin gloves n told eugene abt it.
saein "im JEFFERY's fren."

like.... =.="
his fren, den?
tell him abt it, den??

u tink i give a shit to tt manager?
everyone's so scared of him, except mi.
like wad's ther to b scare of?
like, he'll ask all his brothers or runners to cum beat mi, over a glove?
PLS PLS PLS....
he's jus a big size yet childish person la.
wahaha....

he's oledi gone frm bishan outlet.
and anyway, he himself oso dun wear GLOVES n MASK when scoopin icecream.
isnt tt worse den mi?


oops. i wrote bad stuff abt him.
will his staff read my lbog n tell him abt it?
or mayb they wan to take a foto of my blog n send it to him, tellin him all da bad tinks i've wrote abt him.
wahahahah...
i dun giv a darn to him, anyway.

den again, mayb da person will post it on STOMP.
wa.. i'll appear on da newspaper.
wih HEadlines, "HD's staff is unhygenie!"
lolx.
den i'll famous.
hahaa....
tink too much. =p

den was throwin tantrums after tt incident.
not becuz of tt of cuz.
but becuz all ice cream are DARN hard and all da pint covers are DARN small to cover.
reali very tired on tt dae.

fri came n ya.
as usual, nth to do again.
didnt hav much customers as compared to da dae befor.
we've decided.
nxt week.
we're gonna do all kinds of stuff agian.
and write a whole list of those notti tinks we've done and show it to our manager.
n must hav fotos as evidence.
lolx.
to confess ourselves.
den mayb she'll consider sackin mi. since tt mr koh's gone.
lolx.
i'm waitin for tt sackin letter.
wahahaha...........
SICK.


my CHU-CO-LET nv work!

hahahahahah

was readin thru those past entries i've wrote.
gos. tis blog's oledi one yr plus.
cant imagine tym reali pass darn fast.

so many memories inside.
all kinds.

got...

FOW/FOC'06 [centis]
da XLB gang.
dance concert.
all my gd fren's bdae celebrations.
all kinds of funny stuff happenini in TP.
at work.
and yes.
derek.

=]



but read one entry.
da last dae of tis yr's FOW/FOC.
realized tt when ever i read tis entry, i'll actually cry can.
ya.
gucci's cryin.
lolx.
somehow jus suddenly miss those gradudates.
seems like sch wasnt tt fun without them.
though we'll always be jus saein "hi" . "bye."
but den at least we know their presence in sch.
now, practically, everyone's anywhere in spore.
but not TP.

and soon, it'll b my turn to leave.
nxt april.
ya.
like on da mth of my bdae again.
i guess da nxt cumin camp, i reali need to bring a pail to FOC.
=]
jus in case.


and i'll miss alot of ppls.

1. mongling - cant tease her anymore.
2. maybelin - cant listen to her crappin non-stop.
3. hui an - cant tok to her abt fashion n stuff.
4. chou xueli - cant let her bully mi.
5. rosy han - cant be loner wif her anymore.

and of cuz da rest.
like my classmates, sch mates, camp mates, freshies etc, etc

wldnt it b nice if we jus forever stay in TP?
why zit so diff to leave TP?
hhahahahahaah..........

"i dun like u to go home late."

"i dun like girls tt smoke."

i'm willin to change jus for u.

but do u trust mi?

for once?

N.O.

NO.

went to watch 200 pounds beauty yest wif yunyun n her sis.
very funny.
lolx.

and da tic is oso interestin.
so many SEVEN.
=]


may 7, 2007
threatre 7
seat no. G7

luckily... da tic doesnt cost $7 n da show didnt start at 7pm.
lol.

reach hm jus in tym to celebrate my didi's bdae.
finally he's 17.
actually it's not yet his bdae.
but ya.
celebrated few daes earlier.
n he's oni one mth STRAIGHT away after mi. =]


wad a face.....
hahaha....


had a long break todae.
met up wif hui an n mongling for lunch 1st
finally i eat a PROPER lunch in sch.
tanks to those noobs.
"snatchin food" frm da old birds.
haha..

saw steven n derek while waitin for rosy to end her lect.
finally he's no longer a loner n another's not lookin for his girl.
lolx.
went to bedok reservior to slack.
tis tym wit chow xueli acc us.
ever since sch starts i realized i've been goin tt place quite a few tyms.
or practically, im goin everydae.
seems like tt's da place to be durin breaks.
for 2 loners.
who dun wan to be in da eye of everyone.
=]
jus to slack, gossip, throw stones, smoke, doin nth.
but da oni tink tt we dun like was da FREAKIN wind tt keep blowin our hair.
=p


view of bedok reservior at 12 NOON.
darn hot la.
and 3 of us were weairn BLACK jeans can.

went off for apel.
god.
i jus dun understand why ther's a lesson call apel.
practically u do nth inside da class for an hr.
learnin how to b a gd citizen, etc.

den again, ther's an hr break.
n everyone's havin lesson.
so sad.
went to bedok reservior AGAIN.
wad a life.
tt place's reali for slackers n loners n smokers.
=p


PS. to all frens.
yes. im back to my old habit again.
and yes. i no some of u dun like.
i jus started when sch starts.
everytink is quite stressed up now.
but im still not stress till da extent tt im a heavy smoker.
and buy my own cigarettes.
it's either i take frm ppls or ppls giv mi.
so pls.
dun be surprised.
im not doin it everyday anyway.
=x


sam brought a new BUS DIRECTORY!
latest version.
like FINALLY!
hahah....


met up wif qiu yun for dinner.
tt woman gone missin for like one yr can.
haha...
and finally i met her.
she sae i change again.
my dressin n my hairstyle.
but ya.
NOT my character S USUAL.
sad.
she too didnt change.
and i reali tt we still got da same habit.
we can like tok abt TOPIC A, but sidetrack to TOPIC B.
den we'll pause for a while.
and RANDOMLY back to TOPIC A.
hahaha...
strange.


had pepper lunch for dinner.
very full.
n i spent like one hr to ifnish eatin da plate of rice.
cuz toooo long nv tok to my bestie.
haha...
and ther's so much more to tok abt.


me n yun jie...

MEET UP AGAIN KK??
=]

seems like maybelin has read my blog..
hahaa...

ya. and she no i'll read hers too! =]

quoted frm her blog:

as for your HIM, i have no idea what's going on (you never tell me! -stares.) but then i guess all i can say is, just follow your heart, my dear. we all want the best for you, it's up to you to decide just what you want. yep. remember i <3> you always! HAHAHAHA (:


no worries, girl! it's not tt one n oni HIM again.
he's dead Deep in my heart. =]
and it's oso not my BUS STOP EYE-CANDY!
haha...

it's not tt i didnt tell u.
jus tt timin and feelins not rite yet.
and wait till one dae we go out together den i'll tell u.
lol.

sometimes it's jus so nice to have huian, maybelin n mongling by my side.
always doin little tinks to make one another touched and feel loved.
some comforting words frm da 3 of u makes mi feel much better.
=p

3rd person to tell mi to FOLLOW MY HEART.
but my heart and reality says otherwise.

i didnt no tt im gettin emo over one person once again.
da cycle flow.
again.

pushin my limits.
real.

stop pushing all da blame to mi.
makin as though im always da one at fault.

and why sld i care abt how u feel when u dun even spare some tots for mi.

i promise i'll b a gd girl.
to u.

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground,
And I'm hearing what you say,
But I just can't make a sound,
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down, away,
You tell me that you're sorry,
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say

[Chorus]
That it's too late to apologize,
It's too late,
I said it's too late to apologize,
It's too late,
(Too late)
Ooooooohhh

I take another chance,
take a fall, take a shot for you,
i need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothing new, yeahhh yeahhh
I loved you with the fire red,
Now it's turning blue, and you said
Sorry like the angel,
Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

[Chorus]

[Guitar Solo]

It's too late to apologize,
It's too late,
I said it's too late to apologize,
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize,
(Too late)
I said it's too late to apologize,
(Too late)

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground

reali tried to cover my emo-ness yest.
by bein high and usin other matters to cover for it.
thou at tym, i still show it out.

hui an was quite unhappy tat i'm still tinkin abt him.
saein cant i jus forget abt it.
im tryin.
im REALI tryin.
at least im proud to sae tt i can finally treat him like a fren.
=]

mayb ask if i'm stll interested in him.
i sae "NO".
but she sae it's still obvious tt i still do.
its like whenever my mind's set on da verge of him GONE,
he'll do stunts.
reali.
tt's why it takes mi so long to forget.

i sae i'll forget on 1 aug last yr.
in da end became 5 dec.
den it becum 31st dec.
after one yr.
OFFICALLY.
FINALLY.
and it's oledi 5 mths gone since da dae.
maybe to u girls it still seems tt way.
u all sld no how hard it is for mi to jus put it down.
it's oledi a miracle tt both of us can actually treat nth happen.
nth happen on his bdae.
tt's da tink.

jojo n hui an gave mi diff views when i told them abt someone else.
not him again of cuz.
lol.

maybe i tink too much.
maye it's happenin too fast.
jojo sae frm my actions, she can see tt i may not like da perosn, n da feelins are cumin out oledi.
and i sldnt have denied it when he asked mi.
he sae he can feel tt but i denied.
i still tot tt it's mi tt 1st feel it can.
s usual, im protectin myself again.

but da prob is.
it's not fair for da person if im jus tryin to use him to forget da previous.
i'll feel very guilty.


i duno if im tinkin too much.
but i tink he's throwin tantrum yest.
at mi.
reason?
becuz he dun lke girls to go hm late.
n yes.
i went hm at like 6am?
but tther's special resons n it's like once in a blue moon.
i tried to explain myself but seems like no use.
n da more it seems like i do care abt wad he feels.
basket.

he's contradictin.
i told him da truth n he's not happy abt it.
i didnt tell him da truth n he sae im not honest to him.
sometym im jus tired of all tis.

cant u jus make urself clear?
i wonder if u reali cum ur way here to read anot.
MR DADDY.

went zouk last nite for some event.
MOTORLORA i tink.
derek was involved in it n asked mi to go see see look look.
haha...
wif hui an n maybelin.

MISS MAYBELIN SEE. pls REALI change tt lateness habit of urs.
BIG TIME.
im gettin quite sick of it oledi.
=]


preparin for da nite...

while waitin for da event to start. best tink to do of cuz is cam-whoring.
=x
feel so cheated. we tot we're late but in da end da show starts at 10++ when it's supposed to start at 930.


da UNGLAM girls...

speakin of unglam, 3 of us are darn unglam.
god. wearin so nice n yet keep on dashin across da same rd not once, not TWICE.
BUT THRICE.
and da reason was simply becuz we cant decide on wad transport to take.
=.="
we're always doin so many unglam stuff together.
lolz.


shy.....


i tink mayb is too stressed at work. poor hui an hav to bear wit those nonsense. wahahahah....


i'm waitin....


i'm waitin too...


and i'm waitin TOO!


happen to see michelle n rat and co. ther.
god. guess its tym we 3 girls jus stop tokin abt ppls.
cuz da ppls we're tokin abt all appear at da same place as us can.hahha...
we're still wonderin if we'll see michelle anot.
in da end she reali appear.
s for rat, i was jus tellin steven da other day tt it's been a long long long tym since i've seen rat.
and he oso happen to b ther wif his co.
hahaha.....

mitch came over to tok to mi.ya.TOK TO MI CAN.
i was like... PLS PLS PLS...
tis is da 1st tym we've tok to one another for so long.
everytym it's oni a smile n a HI.
cuz... ya. u no da reason. =]
and she actually told mi she's not a PARTY ANIMAL when ............
ya. stories abt her.. =x

SICK.i jus realized tt she has taken out her braces.hahaha...
RANDOM.


FINALE foto...

more fotos cumin out SOON after mitch send mi those fotos she took.
cuz due to lots of fotographers and bystanders ard us, it seems difficult for us to take fotos.
lol.

ANd straight after da show, workers popped out of nowher can.
to remove da stage.and it's so amazin tt they took such a SHORT tym to remove all.

i guess within 20 mins?


tis's wad happen after lettin some fren to have ONE PUFF.
god. jus ONE puff oni and she's gettin high.
worse, she keep tinkin of havin another one when i've given her.
we shared one, n in da end im da one tt had da lesser puffs.
CONTROL urself, pls MISS SEE.
it's not healthy.u sld no how hard it took for u to quit smokin la.
and yes, i've became a social ONCE AGAIN.
basket.


and here it is, da "super"-model of da event...
i still cant imagine him s a model n YES.
he's another BASKET social smoker.
i jus knew it yest when i saw him holdin one in his hand.
IN FRONT OF MI.
ther goes da perfect image of him.









went off to town to celebrate jolene's bdae.
tt JOJOHUI is finally 18.hahaha...


da cake....


UNGLAM Girl...


wishin.......
i guess one of it will b,

"i wish one dae WHB will cum to da shop n tok to mi. or even take my no."

wahahahahahhahahahahaha.............


da HD gang...


ah ya, mi, jojohui...

ah ya was so sick yest. yet she still came. and stayed till late wif us.
wad a fren u hav JOJOHUI!
=]


MAC NUT, BEL CHOC & LEMON SORBET...

AH NA AH LA...i'm still da darkest among all.
=x


da prezzies....

i want to watch spiderman.but in da end no one wans instead.
sad.
so it jus happen tt da spiderman balloon was facin.
not fated to watch tt movie.
sad.


da flowers...

jojohui.... FINALLY of legal age to smoke oledi.
1st box of da yr.
haha...

but PLS PLS PLS. dun smoke too much..
smoke oni when da shop got eugene n i.
lolx.

went party world after tt.
1st tym i've heard so many cina osngs at one go.
ah ya sang her "red bean" song.
jolene sang her "lao hu, lao shu" song.
and of cuz not forgettin xiaocheng singing his "xiao cheng gu shi duo" song.
hahaha...

but i duno why.it's like both jolene n i are so high.
she's high becuz of her bade. of cuz.
and im high becuz of tt ZOUK tingy. like..... =x

BUT den.
everyone keep singing emo-tic songs can.
n its real emo ones.

but luckily oni 2 songs make my mood went down.
out of like 30+/40+.=]







and jojohui n i tok abt those stuff once again.
told her abt mine.

PS. dun worry girl.
although i keep tokin abt PUNK NOT DEAD n CHU-CO-LET.
i wont be interested in them anyway.
wahahahha.....
they jus JEAN YIP's eye-candies....
=p

sANG till abt 5++ am.
god.
it's been yrs since i've stepped into town durin wee hrs.
sooooo quiet.
but at least everyone still enjoy.
n even though i didnt slp for 24 hrs.
ya.ONE WHOLE DAE.
cuz i woke up at 6am yest.freakin tired now. =x