Wednesday, August 29, 2007

okie. finally got some tym off to update in here.
gettin more n more dusty and rusty now.
=D

exams period.
and jus NO TIME to write anythin.

was supposed to study yest.
but ya. wj ask mi to meet da gurls.
and since it's been MONTH we've met, i guess i've no SLEEP at oledi.
ya. in da end i study till 4am.
=.="

went to NTU's hostel to visit them.
god, their hostel were like somewher in da middle of da jungle.
so ulu ulu.
and tt yz actually tinks tat she gto dengue.
dun sick.
hahaha...
anyway, their room were kinda SIMPLE.
got da basic stuff.
and ya. forever tinks from IKEA.
haha...

eveyone still remain da same.
forever so chatty and more.
like gossispin, plannin all kinds of stuff, etc.
=D

den was cam-whorin again.
as usual.
wit my cam.
hhaha..
they always take a few secs/mins to adapt to my cam.
in da past, practically da whole class jus no how to use my cam.
and all i need to do is jus to bring to sch and pass ard da class.
=]
and when i took it back, i'll be like browsin thru 100++ fotos.
tat's our highest record in jus one dae can.
or sld i sae, one MORNIN?!?
lol.

anyway, here's da fotos!
=p


yz and her froever 'ACT-CUTE' face...


xj and her funny pose... like in, ermm.. KFC ?!?!


xy n wj.











tym passed so fast huh?!?!
once we were still playin ard in CBSS.
now..
all of them are in uni oledi.
didnt no tt we've known one another for so long.
hahaha...
esp. wj.
since sec 1, huh?!?!
lolx.
though our appearance has changed sooooo much, but.
and our character still remain da same.
=]

Thursday, August 23, 2007

no GOVERNMENT till saturday nite.
WOO-OH!!
=]

Sunday, August 19, 2007

was watchin da National Rally jus now.
okie. i'm not tt loyal to spore.
but it JUS happen tt im switch on da tv, and pratically EVERY channel i tuned to, i see LEE HSIEN LONG.

sick.
=.=
anyway, main pt is not tis.

jus happen tt he was tokin abt education topic.
and he mentioned "MAYFLOWER PRIMARY SCHOOL"

I was like..
ermm..
is ther a need to mention tis WU YUE HUA sch tt produce ppls like mi?
lol.

and he said sth like,
da teachers there were very caring towards da studnets, always hlepin them not jusi n studies but oso CHARACTER-wise and outside of sch's life.

i was like...
"isnt that MRS JESSE CHING?!?"
our all-tym favourite teacher.
it's like. she show concern more to our character rather den studies.
and she reali go tt extra mile jus to make all of us changed for da better.
and afer we graduste, she did changed like almost da whole class.
cuz ther's always things in our memories tt we always rmb.
like how she punish us whenever we do anythin stupid. and she teachin us almost EVERY subjuect except for mother tongue.
LOL.

oh.
den he mentioned sth abt MUSICAL.
ya.
he attended MFPS's 1st musical.
tt was my 1st and last musical in tt sch.
and so much attention was drawn to it.
da sch building was like, turned into a COLORFUL place jus for his arrival.
and in my last yr in tt sch.
i tink isaw quite a bit for plps frm da govenment sector.
n oso, becuz of tis musical, all my frens said i was totally affected by it.
as in my life totally changed aftef tt.
i became like who i am now.
CURRENTLY.
so drama-mama.
ahaha...
or did i?!?


and PM ended wit sth like wad, "we teachers here have to actually asked them to keep quiet."

hhaha...
ya. quite truee though. we tok non-stop in class. or JUS EVERYWHER.
mayb it's mite be frm tis sch tt i've become so chatty.
tokin non-stop for hrs.
=]

i dun regret cumin frm tt sch.
hahaha..
went out for awhile wit hui an.
like. AS USUAL.
haha.. =.='

anyway. she's jus ACC-in mi to marina.

GF.
i no u MIGHT BE still tinkin of wad we see at MS.
but ya. he's jus a freakin BASTARD.
jus treat him as though he dun exist.
cuz it's not worth it to let him get wad he wan.
and not even worth it to get dissappointed over him.
like... wad's da pt rite?
and jus dun conclude "GUYS ARE BASTARD" all becuz of him.
i mean, it's like, one dae or another u'll find a better one,.
a much more better one.
=D

okie. enough of all those bullshit.
i guess oni both of will understand.
=]

some random fotos taken at HK cafe...






oh.. we were liek listenin to some cihnese songs boardcast over tt cafe.
and came tis S.H.E's "shi mian mai fu"
and jus conincidentally.... our pasta seems to be like tt too.
hahaha...

watch fireworks too.
15 mins worth of it.
and i've got so many tots to it can.
lol.
and it's like so random.
like...

1. income tax. propety tax. parents' money GONE jus like tat.
2. how in da world did they shoot so high?
3. all trulbes in my life go POP, jus like it.

and more....
haha..

mayb da last fireworks showcase will be on MAYBELIN's bdae again.
jus like last yr.
and HOPEFULLY, tt babe wont MIA/chu pattern again.
LOL.
mayb by tt tym, we 4 babes can meet up again.
=]









oh ya...
here's some foto tt u sae u wan frm da previous outin..
=D




Saturday, August 18, 2007

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone

Boy you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they
Keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Boy I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby why can't we just, just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

i love you, it's not for people to see...

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

last week to enjoy myself befor muggin for exams.
god. it's like..
i dun even have da mood to touch all those papers yet.

exams oso complain.
no exams oso complain.
hai...

hopefully hope tt my projects and coursework can help to pull my GPA up.
cant afford to drop again.
and i dun wan SUb papers.
must prove to tt BENNY IOKE tt im not a slacker and i dun take subpapers.
haha..

anyway, went to watch movie wit rach,mali and chum toda.e
gosh. i've been spending quite a bit on movies tis few daes.
it's like last wed one, yest i jus watch one, and todae another.
jus 3 weeks oni, and i've watch like 5 movies?!?
=D

oh ya. 881's a nice show.
haha...
not as bad though.
=]


i realized im doubtin all ur actions and words now.

Monday, August 13, 2007

i need to tok to someone.
befor i tell it to da whole world INDIRECTLY.
so someone jus call mi can.
=.="
wooh!

i get to no secrets todae.
SECRETS tt cant be revealed.
and i jus cant imagine all tis stupid stuff tt actually came out of someone's mouth.

and i realized so many tinks todae, like ONCE AGAIN.

dun judge one book by its cover. COMPLETELY.

u've got NO RIGHTS to sae someone who oni judge APPEARANCE more than CHARACTER if u urself is one too.
to tink i'll actually beleive wadever u've said.
tt someone mite be childish at his/her age.
but u're older den him/her and u actually had da same tinkin as him/her.
i dun see it a pt why u cant face other ppls.
why wld u wan to care abt other ppls' opinions if u truely love tt person?
sldnt it be tt u'll love tt someone no matter who he/she is?

okie. i no.
we've got diff views.


and one more tink.
dun try to make mi to a GUINEA PIG in da love experiment.
im not a toy to play ard wit.
being indecisive is not an excuse.

mayb ppls say ...
"oh.. she/he's a gd person. REALI. u sld give her/him a chance."

but u no wad, as a FREN n as a GF/BF.
it's TOTALLY TWO DIFFERENT MATTER.
im hatin my own curiosity.
like, im jus so curious abt some stuff.
den when i find out abt da fact/truth, it jus pissed mi off.
TOTALLY.
cuz i wasnt da truth tt i wanted to no.

and twice oledi.
when i told myself i can get over it, and tt i can still get on my life.
but, da very nxt moment, i;ll find out abt some stuff.
shocking stuff.

i didnt no he can jus forget abt everythin so easily.
everythin tt happen for da past mth.
since tt's da way he wan it to be, den LET IT BE.

i dun see it a pt why i sld treat it as memories any longer.

u're makin mi more heartbroken through ur actions.
total disappointment in u.

tt wasnt wad i wan at all.
im gettin sick and tired of it.

u no how happy i am todae.
but jus becuz of some news tt i went to dig deeper,
im totally not in da mood oledi.

FARK.

jus forget abt it can.
fark.

RANDOM THOUGHTS:
regret deletin those sms tt was once in my old fone. jus becuz SOMEONE once upon a tym dun like it. DARN IT! tt sld be those memories tt i sld rmb.

FARK FARK FARK.

im totally pissed off now.
TANKS AR!!!!!

Friday, August 10, 2007

SUPPOSEDLY i've to upload all tis like... LONG TYM AGO.
haha...
been quite busy tis few daes.
ya. i no someone gonna sae,
"as if u're very busy sia. busy wad??!? busy EMO-ing?!?"
=.="

anway...

went out wif hui an and mong ling on tue.
tanks babes!
=]
u all sld no why i asked u out on tues rite?
i'll love all of u!
but for mong ling, i need to consider oledi.

on ONE condition: JUS JUS JUS join OTC for da one last tym.
it's not abt da empire or conflicts or wadever.
it's all abt fun. FUN and experinece and most imptly, MEMORIES frm da camp, babe.

maybel, hui an and i SINCERLY and WISHFULLY hoped tt u can join us.
=D

okie. enough of crap...
=]

went to eat suki sushi wit hui an 1st.
like, FINALLY.
cuz she say all of us PS her on mon. =]


happily lookin for food...


and concentratin on mixin da wasabi...


SUSHI!!!
our favourite.
didnt eat much though.
cuz was quite full, and for da whole week, i didnt feel da word "HUNGRY" in my dictionary at all. =D


okie.. wad im tryin to do is im actualy we're tryin to eat till a level whereby i can jus cover my face. TOTALLY. but. ya. i tried my best oledi. =]


and da staff keep cumin to out table to coleect da mepty plates, but i JUS refused to.
hahahahaha....

mongling came and went to play "PHOTOHUNT"
hahah...
highness ans craziness again.
tnaks to those stupid songs tt they were playin, affectin all our mood.

den wanted to revive those "childhood memories" tt we had in da neoprint shop.
suddenly it seems so wrong to step into da shop. LOL.


1.


2.


3.

off to taka...
sometym goin taka to play is oso quite fun.
hahaa..
like.... =.="


cam-whoring at da toilet AGAIN...
jus NOT sick of it.


welcome to da world of MAN, hui an.
wahaha...




cant stand tis woman, go toilet oso wan to study.
SICK.

and yes, while walkin..
we can oso play..
like tt...









i no im havin been myslef for da past week.
and 2 besties have said i've changed.
changed for da worse.
but den again, i guess it's tym to be back to myself again.
been destroyin my own life for da one whole week.
like...
cryin non-stop, smokin like nobody biz, didnt eat proper meals and drinkin like as though im drinkin water.
even i oso cant stand myself.
li,ke, why in da world am i in tis state jus over one pathetic guy.
worse still, he dun even no abt all tis at all.
and guess he lwdnt even care at all.
so wad's da pt of all tis.

anyway, i've tot it over. REALI.
i duno why tis mornin when i woke up, tis random tot jus came to mind.

it's like "if u tink u wan to emo, den jus continue to emo. but wad's da pt of u bein emo when no one knows, and tt everyone will be so afraid of u and dun even understand u. BUt if u tell urself, tt u can be HAPPY, den all da more, u'll be. cuz ur heart, mind and soul are linked."
=D

den...
i'm SOO enlightened by myself now..
wahahahahaha....
=p

Thursday, August 09, 2007

seems like life's gettin a little better.
wit ppls to acc da whole dae.
since tt dae.
almost everydae, everyone seems to be finding mi.
esp. HUI AN.

tanks babe!
been seein u so many daes.
gettin sick of ur face oledi.
whaah..
NAH...
tanks for bein ther.

mayb tym can help everythin.

i dun wan to rush for an ans anymore.
ya. i no. tt's my character for always been rash.
when it cums to tis, i realized tt i've to be freakin patient if i wan everythin to be perfect and da same again.
but i dun wan to wait for too long.
esp. if da ans wasnt da one tt i wan to listen.
i mean, i've to face da fact sooner or later.
but NOT NOW.

and i've been waitin for ppls anyway.
dun wanna waste so much tym.
mayb when da tym cum and he realise tt tis is wad he wan, den......

was tokin to mong ling and hui an da other dae.
realized tt da 3 of us actually agreed on some stuff.

it's like we've been single for so long and all of us are like deprieved of being loved.
so when we finally found one, we wanted to do alot of tinks tt we wished to do.
but. in da end, everythin ended too soon.
cuz our expectations are always far from da reality.
i mean, it's like we wish our guys wld be sth of our expectations,
but it turn out to be da other way.
tt's y ther'll b more disappointment.

guess tis tym rd, it'll be hard to get over it.
harder den da previous 2.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

it was supposed to be a one-mth ani.
and kenny's bdae.

but in da end, i wasnt even happy at all.
like i've sae, SUPPOSEDLY.

things still remain da same between us.

if oni.
everythin turn out to be fine.
IF ONI...

'self-doubt means FAILURE.'
guess i sld jus stop it.
i sld persist on wad im tinkin and not listening to wad other ppls said.
so long as i tink im doin da rite thing.
=]
shall wait for him till da dae when he noes wad he wans.
and hopefully it'll be da ans tt i wan.
=D
mayb when tt dae cums, i mite have different response to it.
hahah...

tanks huian and mong ling.
though u girls know tt u're da subsitutes for him,
but glad tt both of u were ther for mi.
at least im not alone on tis "SPECIAL" dae.
and of cuz im able to get him out of my mind for once.
=]













at least he still cares for mi.
but mayb as a fren for now.
Searching for a HOLE to hide myself....

Monday, August 06, 2007

i jus found tis:

Guys cry because...

1. Girls screw them over...
2. They just got hit in the balls...
3. They're about to die...
4. Their heart is broken..
5. Because they are true men.
6. Got cheated on and took her back,
then it happened again

GIRLS: If you see a man crying, hug him
close and hold him up as he gets over
the pain of getting kicked in the nuts.
Tell him he's not going to die, and if
he's crying over a girl... hug him and
kiss him and let him know you won't
screw him over and break his heart like
the last girl did. men just want to
know
that our girls will be there for us to
support us when we need them and help
us
get our mind off the pain of
heartbreak,
getting kicked in the balls, and
knowing
we're gonna die.



Girls cry because...

1. They're sad...
[sad tat their bf's gone]
2. They're scared... [scared tt da world's fallin apart when they had a break-up]
3. They're nervous...
4. They're frustrated...
[frustrated when their bf didnt reply them]
5. They're missing someone... [so much that they cried]
6. They're alone...
7. They're PMSing...
[which girl dun PMS, may i no]
8. They're pregnant..
9. Their heart is broken...
10. They're in love...
[break-up oso cry, in love oso cry. so contradictin..]
11. Their souls have been torn...
12. THEY MET A BOY THEY CANT HAVE...
[da perfect one which can oni see yet not touch]
13. They fell in love with a boy...
14. They hurt so bad inside...
15. They're mad...
16. Something bad happend...
17. JUST BECAUSE THEY FEEL LIKE CRYING

******:MEN If any girl you know is
crying and you see them, don't just
stand there and say you're sorry. Hold
them and tell them everything will be
okay, even if you have no idea what is
wrong with them. Girls just want to be
held and know that someone cares about
them.


he nv hold my hands befor when i cry.
he didnt even no wad to do when i cry.
and out of so many, i experienced 10.
so tt means im still a girl at heart.
=D
da whole world is tellin to CHILL.
includin him.
but how da FARK u wan mi to?

i oledi sae befor tt i dun wan to fall into tis shit again.
but everytym i'll believe them and make myself suffer in da end.

i mean, it's like i todl u ppls tt im afraid of this shit oledi.
but ya. u ppls always make mi believe tt ther's hope in it.

den?
wad did i get back in return?
it's not da 1st tym oledi.

tis is a 3rd CONSECUTIVE one.
and im feelin tt i cant take it anymore.

1st, ther's derek.
tis is one big blow.

den ther's kenny.
another one big blow.

now, another one!

i've got a small little heart.
and too many attacks can cause heart failure.

jus wasnt myself for da past 3 daes.
wad's happenin? i duno.

sat, nearly get knocked down by car and didnt eat da whole dae.
sun, nearly cut my hands and vomitted wadever i've eaten.
todae, psycho myself to eat sth.
cuz i no if i dun eat anythin, i'll die soon.

i tot i was okie yest.
wit ppls to entertian mi da whole dae.
met up wif my dearest for dinner.
at least she's my entertianer for da nite.
and i realized tt she and her bf oso faced same prob initaially.
but they wer still happily together after like, 1 yr.
hai..
i cant even tolerate for a month.
she ask mi to cry out if i feel like last nite.
but den.
NO TEARS dropped out totally.

jojohui ask mi to chill like AGAIn.
=.="
ya. im giving him tym to tink.
and myself too.
but it's not easy to cihll for tis one whole week.
jus dun wan to be all alone.


but todae.
it's seems like da cycle is back again.
cant take it once agian.
was takin da bus to sch jus now.
and memories jus flood back again.

can someone jus JUS birng mi to a world with on love??
i wan to leaRN to survive in ther befor i return to tis world again.

or jus ask mi out to go anywher under da sun.

becuz TIS IS REALI NOT MISS GUCCI oledi.
i no u ppls nv see mi like tt befor.
even I MYSELF TOO.

so scared of my own self.
wad da fark.

Sunday, August 05, 2007

went to changi airport to celebrate dee's bdae.
finally,everyone's sick of TOWN and XLB.
hahaa...

had FISH & CO. instead.


and it's llike everyone's havin da same stuff can.
lolx.

while waitin...


qian ning and her so-called ANTI SHAKE..
=D


dee and rach wif theri ENOMORUS drink.


cher n i...




and dee's like EATIN da sauce can.
all tis were finished up her ALONE.
nxt tym jus drink them okie, chum?
haha...

den went to toilet.
and ya. did our usual interest ONCE again.
haha..


nice pic!
but i sae qn dun seems to belong in it.so...
















she hid herself in da cubile
lolx.


and tis 2 women jus duno wher to look can.
wan to take mirror image but duno need to look at wher.

some random fotos of mi.
and they were happily clickin their cam fones.
=.="
INCONSIDERATE frens i had.=p










i've got myself a now job!
no more DUSTBIN!=D


and tis jus reminds mi of those scenes in da jail.
haha..
tokin to one another wit a glass panel in between.=p



den dee sae she like sunflower.
da nxt momnet, it jus appear in front of her.
ahha,...
so nice of us rite?!?
lolx.
nxt tym pls dun sae u like car, pls!
we cant afford..

i oso wan SUNFLOWER!
i tink i need MOO MOO ice-cream more for now.
=.="


and witihn mins, qn spoil it.
i duno how in da world did she did tt.
ahaha..















went for a haircut on fri.
God.IT:S FREAKINGLY SHORT can!
even i myself oso cant stand it.
sick.
look like a man now.


anyone wan a date wit mi?!?
im AVAILABLE now.
one condition: GIRLS only.
whaahhahahahahah....

anyway, we girls like FINALLY meet up.
hah.
in like 2 yrs tym.
like da FOUR OF US.
tanks to tt 2 busy women who finally make it a pt to join us. =]
haha. and it's so coincidence.


both of them jus wore everythin da same.
twin huh?!?=D

so much fun at LJS.
duno why everytym whenever da 4 of us were together,
ther's nth except MADNESS.
ahhaa..




ther's a ghost in LJS.
it jus keep tokin to itself.
eeeeeee...


my new babe.


and not forgetin my old babe.
=p


mayb and her long-lost MERLION pose.




okie. wad we're tryin to show her is tt we're tryin to compare whose FAIRY can fly.
as needless to sae.
of cuz it's MAYBELIN's can.
wahhahaa..

walked to DG to play for awhile.
and ya.no viet woman. nvm. we still can have madness.
hahaa..









den went off to meet HD ppls.god.
they're jus crazy bunch of ppls.


da 4 heavenly kings and queens.
BLACKS.


or sld i sae. da 4 BLACK-LISTED ppls in HD?
hhaha.


da JOJO-s.
JOlene, JOanne lim, and JOanne seah.


she seems so happy wif mi sittin on her can.
ahaha..


and ya.
tt's all!
=D