sometimes i reali duno wad im tinkin.
i tink i'm too rushed.
dunno wad im rushin abt.
gettin more n more crazy n daring.
n in da end i scared him.
scared till he dun wan to reply mi.
mayb becoz i 've gone too strong.
i tot we cld still be frens.
long-lost frens.
long-lost pri sch frens.
but it was him who was da 1st to let mi change my feelings after someone else.
it was him tt make mi forget someone else.
it was him who told mi i sld tell him.
and when i told him.
he ignored him TOTALLY.
why zit so contradictin?
guys are so indecisive when it cums to all tis prob.
such a headache.
like to make someone wait for da ans for very long.
tis tym, it's literally NO ANS at all.
mayb i'm jus using him to forget someone else.
mayb it's not even real at all.
mayb...
mayb it's tym to change direction.
at least girls are not like them.