wheEEEEeEE

1sT PresEntation of tHe sem. HR mgt. god. wore a pair of shoes tt make my toes sooo painful. worse still, it's not the last toe. it's da forth one. argh!! so not used to it.

had a role play. ashley make one nametag for each of us. wrote all our beautiful names on it. lolx.



CherilYn CHow- thE quiEt new sTaff


GuccI Lang - The StupiD superVisoR


AShley ChoR - The noisY neW staFF


AliCe Tan - The fuSSy manaGer aka "MISS TAN"


SamantHa FOng - The bimBO senioR sTaff


alot of Uu ppls jus dun believE tt our claSS oni got one paThetic guy. now....... there's a foto to prove uU all. happY? someomore, he's an iNdian. haha..




finallY ma-li Get to taKe foto wif lindee le. everytym complain dun haf da chance. and she took tis foto like soooooooo happy n xing fu like tt. lolX.
but.....................................








shE's so not happY that i took with her la. sae we 2 stand too close. ma-li!! i wont snatch her frm uU de lehz... cant we be Frens?? hahaah..




wENt all da way to yishun to haf lunch. actually wanted to eat in sch de. but mi, lindee n ma-li wanted to go home. so sam n cherilyn oso acc us lorz.lolx. n tt ma-li sounnded so unhappy. sae wat so many spotlight. =.="



XIAO LONG BAO!!!! jus becoz lindee sae she wantedc to eat and ma-li actually ask mi to help her go ding tai feng to buy lorz. NO FAIR!!! and she oso dun allow us to eat. sae oni lindee can eat. wad da.... but. ya. our lindEE is a nice fren n giv each one of us eat. lolx. THe soup inside is SOOOOO nicee...


complained tt she always had da same poses when takin fotos. n she gib mi tis pose instead. =.="


do wE look like angels with all those lights effects behind?? lolx.


takinG some stupid foto at nortHpoint. there's so many mirror in jus one toilet.



went hm straight after slackin. tink we stay at da foodcourt for quite long ba. actually our mind is tellin us to shop ard.. but we got 3 ppls whose toes were sufferin like hell la. it's like every step we take, we'll b complainin... but we haf to REN!!!! becoz of wad???? IMAGE LA!!!!!
=.="""""

waitin hopeLessly n EndlEssly for U

but nth gd came out of it

is therE a way where i can tell u


one smile frm u makes me happy

one hi frm u makes mi fainT

onE glanCe frm u makes mi neRvous


i didnt mean TO avold u

i didnT mean to prEtend

i'm jus losE myself wheneVer i see uU


we pretend not to no each other

but deep inside we no it's not

both of us have the same traits

Frens cant stand the waY we're doin all tis

but

i'm confused

i dunno wad i'm doin

i dunno wad sld i do

to let u accept mi


u reminds mi of my firSt love

ur voice


but u'rE unique

in ur ways

u trY to make urself stand out

tt's when i noticEd u


i feel tT we're fAted

but u donT

u make the whole thing sounD as thou we weRe frens

u're totally a different person in person

u're not shy at all


wAd if one dae We were not frens anymore

will u changE

or will i change


the world is changing

the time is passin

everythin is passin so fasT


will i b able to wait for u

should i continue waitin

or should i give otheRs a chance

i tried, but i cant

sometimeS it makEs mi tinK TT i soundEd stupid.

but i no i'm NOT.

I HATE THOSE FUCKING STRAY CATS!!

ws on my way to meet siru. den rmbed tat my mum ask mi to go diwnstaurs to pray sth. coz she today went back m'sia so no tym to pray. initally, i went down le den suddenly like forgotten to take sth so called my mum n these fuckin animals were like all ard everywhere la. tink got 5-6 at da pathway. den i came down again. tis tym wif all da tinks needed.

looked ard to see if got any cats anot. den saw one very near mi n was starin at mi la. n i was prayin very hard tt it wont cum near mi. so i continue doin my stuff.

the nxt moment i turned ard to looked at it. it was jus NEXT to mi!!! n i screamed la. den it kana scared by my screamin n hid at one corner but was still STARING at mi. den i tot mayb it's oledi scared of mi so it wont cum behind mi.

OUT OF A SUDDEN......

a BLACK cat came out of nowhere frm da bushes (coz i'm prayin in front of da bushes.) i saw nth except a black color tingy jumpin out of niwhere with 2 very sharp eyes lookin at mi! n worse still..... IT JUMPED IN FRONT OF MI N I'M SQUATTIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tis tym i reali screamed darned loud n i was reali reali reali reali........ very very scared liao lorz. i tink my spirit oledi kana scared off le la. CCB!!!

scared till i reali break into cold sweat n i iterally cried. it's like, i was oledi scared of them le, and they still do tis type of tingy to scared mi even more la.

in da end didnt even dare to pray la. jus left all da tinks there. coz i tink oso nobody will take tt kind of stuff home ba. den got one uncle pass by. coz i was like, tears droppin down liao la. n the uncle actually tot wad happen la, but he still ignore mi. haizzz....

PLEASE!!!! ppls. cant uU all jus stop feeding all these fuckin cats. and tis freakin animals, pls look carefully b4 u all ever cum near ppls. not everyone who bring a plastic bag tt got tinks inside n puttin them on da ground will be food for u all la. not everyone is kind to u all. ESP. mi. wait long long tt i'll bring food for u all. coz u animals dun even deserve my sympathy. sori, cat lovers. i dun mean to sae all those mean stuff abt them but.... I JUS HATE THEM soooo much. make mi so frightened n cried. KNN! how i wish one dae all cats will be gone. all die at da same tym. better still, extinct frm tis world can?? i dun tink u all deserve to live in tis world. dun appear out of nowhere scaring ppls. so always call for sex in anytime of da day or even nite. it's DAMNED FUCKINGLY IRRITATIN!!

tinking of the incident jus now reali sent shivers down my whole body sia. CCB!!

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!





todae's such a fuckin day la.
okie..continue frm my previous post


in da the end, i REALLY didnt study la. went to read some newspaper n by da tym i finish, it's like it's tym for mi to get ready to meet cherilyn they all for breakfast le la. decided to take a long journey to sch.


call cherilyn on da way but no one ans da fone. so i guess she's still slpin la. so decided to meet hui an instead. meet at da cafe in sch. tok quite a bit of crap wif her n her bf. den she had to go for her apel lesson which she say is compulsory today. wanted to crash into her class de but in the end saw the tutor inside le so didnt go in. engine sch is SOOO messy n complicated sia. as in the rooms la. we cant even find the room when hui an herself is an engine student herself. =.="


den i REALLY dunno wad to do for da nxt 1 hr la. all my frens are not free at tt hr lorz. den dun wan to go bus sch yet n dun wan to walk ard engine sch either. the nxt tink i saw is da toilet. so i jus went straight in w/o tinkin of anythin. guess how long i spend sitting there ALONE?? 15MINS la. actually wanted to sit there for awhile oni, but happened tt my fren sms mi so i stay there longer. lolx.







NTh to do so took fotos of da toilet. lame sia. sit there till da lights turn off lorz. tot was blackout but in the end its actually to save electricity. =.="




saw HIM cumin towards bus sch while waitin for some sort of frens. but he didnt cum in biz la. dunno where he go la. he sae he got saw mi cumin out of engine sch but i didnt even see him at all lorz. haha.


wait for fren till i dun even got da mood to go for lecture le la. knn. i reli duno why i go to sch todae la. meet up wif hui an again. she sae she need to do some summary of her research. some last-min tingy tt she jus no. so went to the free-access lab to do coz there's no comps available for her le.







watch her do her research till i oso sian lorz. coz she had to use my username to log on. n tt means i cant use another com. haizzzz... SIAN ARZ!!!! hui an sae tat's the revenge of not goin for lecture la. but.... the prob is i reali dun feel like goin lorz. go in surely slp de. so mustai dun go in better. den went for apel lesson for like, half hr. n tt's it. no more lesson le. which means i cum to sch for 5 hrs jus to haf a half hr lesson. =.="








meet up wif my hao peng you.qiu yun jie. god. she took da wrong bus n in da end blame mi lorz. wad da... den we 2 were like shoutin to each other in the middle of the street. lolx. very very very long nv meet up wif her le. s usual, still s crazy s last tym. told her the JING BAO news tt i had. n she's like "siao one la. wadever the woman say cant believe de lorz." haha. ya. i no. sit outside mac for quite long. tok abt our life again. look like both of our life are quite messed up now la. haiz... wad's the world goin on?? hahah. dunno why, tis 2 weeks haf been meetin up wif my besties they all. but still got one more,. tt one look like got tym for bf oni la. lolx.







tt's how i spend my whole afternoon in sch doin nth except slack la. wad a life!

wOke up eArly todAe. supposED to go to sch early but lazy to rush abt. decided to do my work. haven been doing for da past.... days? weeks? mid-sEms cumin soon n i still dunno wad i'm studyin abt. since i dunno wad i'm studyin, den why sld i go sch?? lolx.

yest end class eaRly. went biz park to eat lunch. saw HIM. i tink he saw mi but i dun tink he realized i had seen him le. n i sorta hid behind my fren la.. KNN. wad am i tinkin whenever i see him sia? always tryin hard to pretend not to see him when i actuaaly wanted to see him sOo much.nvm. haha

Went home wif ma-li aka yun hui. actually is totally not shun lu de. coz she live at sembawang n i live at amk. but reali dun wan to take 22 hm so decided to take 969. tok alot of crap wif her. she's a nice person to tok crap wif. actually the way we tink abt tinks is similar la. haah. thankZz for ya company too, ma-li!!!! hahaha...

CENTIS PPLS!!! esp GLS la... dun kill mi whenever u all see mi kkkk??? yest saw rach, mong ling n fang yong. all 3 oledi wan to kill mi when i sae i cant make it for da BBQ. i not PURPOSELY wan to go work at tt dae.. but tat job i oledi promised my fren like, one mth ago le. so i cant reject it. somemmore tt job can earn $100 in jus 2 daes la. n i need da money to buy my stuff too. so PLEASE!!! dun han-tam mi can?? lolx. worse still, tis job make mi miss 2 BIG things sia. i'm gonna miss da BBQ on fri n i'm gonna miss my 1st hiphop leSSon on sat. haizZZz... so sad la.. lolx.. =.="

okie... i'm gonna do my work b4 goin to sch now. but will i be able to haf the mood to do it EARLY IN DA MORNIN???? hahahxxx

many ppls sae 2 is a lucky no. coz shuang shuan dui dui ma...

but todae tis no. is darn freaking ........ [i oso how to sae la.]

story no. 1

was waiting for da bus to go to sch tis morning. nth to do. so look ard the bus stop to see if got any funny ppls ard anot. den i look at tis uncle walking towards da bus stop. his dressing is like, DARNED uncle la. tink still got worse den an uncle ba. den suddenly, HE SPITED IN FRONT OF ME!!! KNNB!! i hated ppls to spit de lorz. some more da way he spit is not one lump de lorz. n he still spit on the place where ppls can sit de lorz. another uncle came abt. tis tym, tis is even worse. he keep tokin to himself n he's like not sure wad bus to take. den he went up one of da bus to ask for direction. i tell u, it's very very LOUD. i was standing at the end of the bus n he's at the head of it. n I'M LISTENIN TO MY MP3. i can still hear wat he was asking exactly la. den later he alight the bus n...............i heard him make the sound. the osund tt most ppls make b4 they spit. GOD. he is WORSE den the 1st uncle. his is really not one lump de lorz. his is like spreded all over on the floor. den got a guy who didnt see it n step on it. ARGH!!!!! veri GROSS sia. knn. dun they no any hygenie? no wonder nowadays got all those you de mei de de disease spreading ard. n we're the innocent victims. da ma de. fuck tt 2 uncles la.

story no. 2

was on da way to the national lib at amk. having a drizzle n i'm lazy to take an umbrella. so i try to kept my head low. which is a common sense to do during rainy days. =.=" was walking quite fast when suddenly i caught noticed of a satus. n tat aatus us STARING rite into my eyes. SHIT. it's not a satus. it's a cat sitting veri straight at a corner n it's looking at mi rite in my eyes. I was kana fightened by it la. den walk a short distance again n saw another CAT sitting da same way s da 1st one. 1st is a brown one. 2nd is a alot of color one. both were sitting at a corner. both look STRAIGHT IN MY EYES. both frightened mi. BOTH ARE FREAKING CATS!!!!! i jus hate cats la!! knn. cant they jus dont wander ard and stay either at their previous owner's house or go SPCA? worse, got somebody under my blk always cum out n feed all these idiotic cats. how i wish one dae cats jus go EXTINCT.

waS dicussinG wif my workin frens Sum stupid Stuff the other day. actually, i s i start 1st de la.. haaha... was askin them

"which is da MOST stupid Way of dAmaging ur boDy juS becoz u quarrel or break up with ur gf/bf??"

same old ans again but den, i've so a few very very lame n JIN DIAN de ANs. lolx.

1. tis guy was tokin on da fone wif his gf. was at the saeside at tat tym. dunno for wad reason they quarrel again. den he said"i'm now inside da sea now, if u dun ........... , den i drown myself." =.="

2. luv da gurl so much tt he curved da gurl's name on his hand after breakin up using a cigraette. worse still, he oni make 3 letters of da gurl's name coz it's gettin painer n painer. [STUPID!]

3. whenever he quarrel with his gf, he wld take a cane n ran out to his house outside. stand at da corridor n start to cane himself,jumpin abt. [LAME!]

4. gf wanted to break up wif him. was so upset he took out a bottle of gel n EAT it!!!! in da end vomit all over da bus stop. [AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

5.bf wanted to break up wif her. eat the whole bottle of da slpin pills in spur of moment. went unconcious for few hrs. woke up leter n had diahorrea for manY days [SUFFER IN DA END!]



wahahahahahahahaahah.....how cum mostly are GUYS de???? tot oni gurls will do stupid tinks. in da end so many guys. hahahahaha

chek ark. =.=" ppls want to commit suicide n i still laugh.... lolx

was late for lecute todae due to my laziness. coz i sudden;y dun feel like alightin da bus to change to bus 8. so take all da way to bedok instead. in the end, it's like SOOO many ppls at the interchange waitin da same bus s mi lorz. 1st tym see da queue so long sia.

ended lecture early n cherilyn sae she wanted to eat an early so went to design sch. partly is oso becoz the break ltr de is at 1 and sure got alot of ppls havin lunch break de la. rosanne came n join us ltr on. start to play tis stupid n old game call "pyramid game".

and da theme is "TP'S CHARACTERS".

oni rosy noe wad i'm acting la. but due to my stupidity n blurness n amensia, we oni manage to guess 4 oni.

they are:

1. ah yang

2.ah yang mei

3. superstar

4.tat girl*3


such a lame game n names la!haha.

den went for tutorial again. basic ent jus SUCKS la. it's like supposedly to be 1hr de. but in end we go in for like oni 15 mins lorz. den started talkin crappy stuff again. mary reali no how to crap alot la. n frm her, i get to no a way to slim down.

eat lotsa veg n fruits!

tis few weeks haf been eatin alot alot alot of junk food n heavy meals. n i'm gettin fatter le la. i really mean FAT le la. wtf. the weight tt i've maintain for 2 yrs is GONE!!!!!
i must reali control my diet le. eat more HEALTHY food.lolx.

esther came to sch esp to meet up wif us to haf lunch. SOOO nice of her. coz she no tt we'll be eatin alone if she dun join us. hahahaha.. she reali slim down alot le lorz. i wonder how she did it. >.<

eudora dun feel like goin psycho tut. but i keep askin her to go coz i dun feel like goin home early la.. in the end da whole class jus sucks lorz. it's so so so so so so darn boring. tt tay siew leng can jus stop all his slow talkin n repeated stuff anot. i'm soo sick of it sia.


no a new fren today. daniel's fren. forgotten his name le. oni no he's a beenox GL. tok quite a far bit. nice tokin to him though.



is it worth waiting for uU?? i reali dunno. all i no is tt becoz of uU, i've done quite a fair bit of stupid stuff. makin mi feelin like a clown coz Uu didnt seems to care at all. sld i give up? but i dun wan n i WONT.

gOd wAs quite fair to mi todae. tink he wanted to compensate mi bcoz of yest. lolXx. so bullshit sia. =.="


bRought da wrong notes to lecture todae. worse still, rosanne didnt cum n i'm all alone in da lecture. sooo boring la. sit all da way in da JAP lecture doin nth. so took a foto of suzuki yayoi teachin us da transportation system in JAPAN. it's like soo messy la.. worse den spore. haha.



went out opposite sch to eaT breakfast cum lunch wif cherilyn n shahidan. PRATA N TEH PENG!



ntH to do at da coffeeshop. cherilyn look so "angelic" with da sun shinin above her. lolx



took foto again aT da libaray. waitin for lecture to start. i wonder why da sun like to shine on her instead of mi. i noe i'm dark but.. I WANT TO BE DARKER!! SHINE ON MI PLS SUN!!!
haahhaah..



nTh to DO at da lecture. so took daniel's, shahidan's n cherilyn's fone to play. the fones are gettin smaller la. haha... mine is da biggest. lolx.


FINALLY. i'm in da sch's hip-hop. pass da audition last sat. n best news is, i jump stage la!!! hahah... ppls start from beginners but i start frm intemediate. SOOOO happy! haRd work didnt gEt waSted after SOO many yrs!! heeeex..

not a gooD dae

quITe an unlucky Day todAE.. i jus dun undErstanD!

UNLUCKY NO. 1

wenT to CS to repair my fone. after jus 1 dae of usin it. told da person all da prob tt i had wif my fone. n da person actuallt told mi tt my fone's software is actually lacker den the current one by 0.5% la.. wth. where got like tt de. i jus brought it on sun n they actually gib mi an older version one. den da person ask mi if there's anything impt inside. at tt moment, i couldnt tink of anything tt's impt la. so da person sae all datas will b earsed. n i was like, okie! the moment i step out of da place, i suddenly rmb i've actually transfer quite a few stuff over to tt fone le la! n they're my memories lorz!!!!!! arghZZ.. regretted so much now.

UNLUCKY NO. 2

was playin wif my fone on my way home. 15 was like sooo slow la. som any buses have cum le n not 15. couldnt multi-task so i walk very slowly to da bus stop to take another bus home. by da tym i reach there, 88 was oledi there n i'm lazy n relectant to run la. so i miss it. still playin tt fone. alone at da bus stop. wait for few more mins. SUDDENLY, saw one double deck bus drive pass mi.

MY BUS 88!!

2 IN A ROW SOMEMORE!!

I'VE MISSED IT AGAIN!!

i've waited for the bus for very long le la. knn. i hate waitin for buses.

cannot be so sway todae de ma.. i didnt even saw hui shi lorz.. must be she's cursin behind my back ba.wahahahahhahaa

our CM told us sth tt's totally nth to do with our elective lecture todae. suddenly, he jus went to the front n said,

"i no many of you ou there blog. it's okie tt u blog but if ur blog wrote bad tinks or gib bad comments abt the sch, lecturers or whoever tat's involved in TP, den discipline will be taken n u'll be dealt with seriously. tankz you very much."

=.=

is there anything to do with us chosin our elective subjects n bloggin?? i dun tink so la. he's such a funny person.

somemore, if the lecturers didnt do anything wrong, students wont comment on them lorz. we students wher got so free to comment abt them when they got nth better to do sia. i tink is they themselves saw us writin on our blogs tinks tt's TRUE abt them but dey dun wan to admit n they're not happy wif us la. haha..

OOPS!!! i jus commented on sth! hope he wont find my blog. lolx.

brougHt a Fone laSt nite. n gueSs waD??

i've to Send it to repair TML... wtf


NOKIA SUCKS LA!!

at 1st tot it's oni my perception of nokia fones. in the end it's true lorz. i oni used it for like, 1 day ++ ?? n it's spoilt now. the buttons veri difficlut to press n i had to press a few tyms b4 iget to wad i wan. den it switch off and on again by ITSELF when i was listenin to music. why da hell is da fone doin sia???


sld hav brought SE de lorz...shit mi!!


havin lotsa projects goin on. dunno which one to do 1st. all i noe is tt i'm doin every projects in bits n pieces till i dun even noe wad i'm doin oledi. haizzZz.. tis term sucks sia.. slacK timetable makeS mi slack Even MORE now! suddenly sch seems so useless to mi la. knn. lolx. >.<

dunno which idiotic bro i have change my computer's wallies to this. SOOOOO horse face la. n i kana shocked when i see tis face sia. SOOOO not alike lorz.i wonder the artist reali noe how to draw anot. haha. but tis face let mi tink of 4 guys sia.. lolx.

1. rui qing - coz i always feel tt his face is reali veri long sia.

2. ma lian - his face is long n his mouth forever cant close de lorz. n it's not oni mi alone tt sae tis. still got rosy, cherilyn n jeff wang. haha.

3. ma lian ge - he look a bit like ma lian.

4. derek - the FAKE ronaldihno. but tink nowadays he nv sae le ba.. wahahah......

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todAE'S such a tired dae sia. not bcoz i no it's a long dae, [which is like, i oledi no le la], but i tink is last nite nv slp enough ba..was slpin in almost every class tt i went. >.<>

pyscho tutor:: kept on repeatin on da same tink again n agian for like HALF AN HR. worse still, he ask the 1st student wad's hypothesis, den da student kept quiet. so he start to explain for like 10 mins. den later, he ask da SAME qtn agian n da whole class kept quiet[or sld i no, slpin?] n he explained da WHOLE TINK again. darn him sia.
marketin tutor:: she noes tt she dun haf much tym to teach todae, so she kept on askin us to hurry up n keep quiet. wad she expects when da whole class are full of gurls n gurls tt cant keep quiet when they're happy. =p den when we finally settle down, she explain tis qtn frm online travel company to politis to PAP n so on la. why nowadays all da tutor like to tok abt PAP de. i'm jus not interested la.

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why do i always see ppls tat i REALLY dun wan to see in sch EVERYDAE de?? knn. keep seein tat fake eyelashes n tt babok la. but da fake woman FINALLY took off da eyelashes le. its really SHORT.n tt babok. yest saw him run while waitin for rosy at da entrance. gosh, it's darn sissy la. i jus cant stand tis kind of ppls. n da way he dress, it SUCKS. keep seein these 2 almost eveydae n EVERYWHERE. den those tt i wan to see de like all hid together like tt. VERY difficult to find them de lorz. pplsl ike WAN LING[gone missin ever since foc],a-be-lin-da-la[gone frm TP],qq zhu[no more same lectures together],etc,etc,all these ppls better comeo ut by nxt week arz. ;p

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wEnt ouT to Eat wiTh CENTIS ppls again.GOD.. they were so not punctual again.. FOREVER like tt de. lolx. now i no why most ppls left TP fatter den the tym they 1st came to da sch le. coz every outin, they go no where except EAT,EAT,EAT and still... EAT! LOLX. anyway. went TM to eat. actually we were supposed to go 85 to eat bah chok mee, but dunno who's tt idiot who sae go TM. there goes my bah chok mee.. nvm, tml psycho cherilyn n rosy to there eat instead of pastamania. wahaha, i'm soo bad sia. tok alot of crappy stuff at da foodcourt. wad immortal,creator,siants,etc. CENTIS PPLS ARE SOOOO LAME SIA! jun xian kept suanin ppls n in da end kana suan by ruslan till nth to sae sia. haha... cox he keep showin off his muscles whenever there's someone slappin his arm. i oso got muscles. mine is better de lorz. no need training oso can get muscles. THRU WHERE?? HAAGEN DAZS la!! whahaah..but ya, it's true tt he got muscles la, but still not as nice s someone else. haha..tt one is everday train at home de..lolx.

a fone call frm ROSY at 11.03pm.


ring ring!! ring ring!!


"yes mdm, can i help uU??"


"..... HellO?"


"Hi, tis is GUCCI SHOP, may i help u?"


"ermm,,HI, i wanted to check if MISS GUCCI is goin for da jap lecture tml mornin at 9?"


"oh, u mean da trainin lecture zit? erm.. it's a compulsory lecture so she'll be confirmed goin."


"oh i see.. ermm, is it possible tt i meet her tml outside da bus entrance at 9?"


"ermm.. i tink there's a mistake abt da tym. the trainin lecture starts at 9 and u still wanna meet her at 9 there?"


"oh ya, so sorry. wad abt 8.59?"


"hehe. it's not funny." =.='


"okie den, i meet her at 8.50. zit okie with her?"


"ermm..i tink tt'll b a gd tym."


"okie,can u like, pass tis msg to her? tankz veri much, may i no who's tis speakin btw?"


"oh, tis is her mom, MDM PRADA."


"oh,hahah. nice tokin to uuU. haha..."


"..."


"..."


"HON GAN LA!"


imagine da whole conversation is said in a VERI poilte, friendly, gentle, and slow mannner. hahahah...

Every step I take,Every move I make

Every single day,Everytime I pray

I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day,When you went away

What a life to take,What a bond to break

I'll be missing you

愛　還為你保留了位置

就算你背影　如今已漸漸充滿了未知

愛　是無法改變的位置

如果能再一次　我還是這樣的堅持

愛　還為你保留了位置

就算我的心　還依然充滿了未知

愛　是無法改變的位置

失去你只是殘忍的事實 (多希望這是別人的故事)

I didn't mean it,When I said I didn't love you, so

I should have held on tight,I never shoulda let you go

I didn't know nothing,I was stupid, I was foolish,

I was lying to myself,I could not fathom that I would ever Be without your love

Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself

Cause I didn't know you, Cause I didn't know me

But I thought I knew everything I never felt

tis is wAd haapen when one went to piao bai n the other went to piao hei.

few mths back, rosy n i took a foto of our arms n the color wasnt tt obvious. so we decided to have a stupid pact. n tis is the results of the pact. VERY OBVIOUS LE RITE?? llolx.

went out to eaT dinnEr jus now. dunno wad happen to mom todae. she actually ask mi alot of stupid n lame qtns sia. she ask mi if i've got a boyfren anot. den i was like, "TURNER!!" coz normally she wont ask mi abt all tis tingy de. n she's SOO clever la. again, she can tok frm a topic tt's totally nth to do money to a topic tt's abt money. n she's askin mi not to work AGAIN. wad da. no work, no money. no money, how to live?? lolx. but i jus heck care la. coz i noe she yang bu qi wo de. haha. >.< sometimes, i reali dun understand her views towards money sia. u work to earn money. n da money is use to spend. but she believe in savin ALL for rainy daes. haiz... forget it. was tinkin of goin to do sth to my hair tml. it's so messed up now. n i'm tired of tyin it up all da tym. argh...

jUs cAme baCK frm work. not Tt tired, actually. mayb it's vecoz get enough slp yest le ba. >.<
was havin a small PMS initally, coz got tis cuatomer, she darned funny la. she wanted takeaway so i put da ice cream in a cup n gave it to her. u no wad she sae?
"but i wan a takeaway de lehz." n show mi the action of puttin a lid on it. den i bent down to take la, n i jus splurt out da words "KNN" quite loud. shaun koh was like, "ur KNN horz..."
IT'S NOT MY FAULT WAD.
but after tt, i'm back to normal again.
den came tis group of ppls. 7 guys n 1 gurl. WTF sia. very noisy lorz.
they came into tt shop n look at the ice cream. imagine 8 ppls surroundin there, makin alot of noise n dun wan to buy. it's like they're blockin other ppls way la.den dey went to see the cakes on da side, and make alot of noise again.
i purposely sae out wad i wan to sae very loud la. but is indirectly de. coz i sae it out to my fren.
" wan to buy den quickly order wad u wan. dun wan to buy den dun stand there n block ppls' way la. no money den dun buy."
"one bunch of xiao didi!"
den i tink my sentence abit too loud n tink they heard it ba. n they even more noises. they keep callin wad, "jie jie...","here got sell pallepop anot?""kor kor.."
KNN. tis type of ppls really wan other ppls to slap them de lorz.it's like they make the whole haagen dazs's staff feelin irritated. i feel like slappin them sia. den shaun tan feel like throwin the spade at them la. li cong feel like scoldin them. eugene feel VERY VERY irritated.

didnt even noe my kor went to ipoh le. i oni he's goin la but i dunno tt he has actually went on thurs le. coz he's workin frm mornin to late at nite recently. n nowadays he keep goin out wif his frens till late. so i tot he's still workin n playin. in the end, i todae ask my didi where he go. n tat's when i noe tat he went to ipoh le. nv tell mi sia. lolx.nvm.he'll be back soon. haha... n he's goin to NS SOON too...

was on my waY home on da bus, nth to do when sth lame crossed my mind.

"wad will u first tink of when u heard the name .........??"

den i started to tink of all da names frm a-z...
the funny tink is i'm oni interested in the guys names n not da female de. coz i tink female names actually got alot n some r very common la. so there's nth to tink of. haha..

Adrian-a Fake indian who has 1/4 of indiaN blood.
Aaron-very fair n quiet.
BernarD-nerdy student.
Benedict-chionging.
Benny-long n sltyish black hair.
Charlie-n da choc factory.
Charles-Si chao's joke.
Christoper-outgoin.
Desmond-old man.
Derrick-chao ah beng.
Derek-guy who look like a gurl.
Edward-violent.
Edwin-VERY tanned [all 3 tt i no are VERY VERY tanned sia]
Eugene-sissy
Gerrad-livErpool player.
Ian-small size n lamer.
Jackie-punk.
Joshua-eXpert in MAths.
James-NerD n FReako.
Jonathan-playful.
Jeremy-VERY VERY tall.
JEfferY-my manager.
Jason-guy who had a gurl's voice.
KenneTh-chionging too.
Keith-fAt.
Kelvin-blind.
Leonard-Water polo.
Leon-a Fake Ang moh who scorE A1 for cHinese but dunno how to speAk.
Mike-big size.
Micheal-NS.
Nicholas-sicko n pervert.
Nelson-quitet but noisy.
OwEn-ex liverpool player.
Randall-Frenster.
Ricky-Darlie man.
Richard-Actor.
Raymond-eX-manager who's Darned biaSed.
Sean-Sean Paul.
Shaun-all kinds of sizes.
Shawn-pimples.
Samuel-clever.
Terence-no use.
Timothy-SHIM.
Tom-n jerry.
Victor-VIctorian Secret.
Vincent-vEri white n clever.
Vesper-Vespa.



Lame rite?? oni lamer n ppls who got nth to do when takin a bus will tink of all these stupid stuff la.. >.<

today AGAIN saw alot of ppls. tis tym ard, mostly were my primary sch classmates. >.<

took da same bus as tan puay n ah bu. i saw them long ago when they 1st board da bus, but they actually saw mi when we changed to bus no. 8. SOO slow. haha. den saw angeline n bear in sch. also saw HIM outside da libary but didnt sae hi to him. there's a performance goin on there n i happen to past by there. somemore i had to rush to design canteen to meet esther they all.so i jus took a glance n went off. so i tink he didnt see mi ba. sian. =.=

saw andrew. s in da freshie frm centis. tok to him for awhile. den i ask cherilyn,

"u noe who's tat guy?"

"who? ur fren la."

"...... i oso noe is my fren la. but guess who's da GF of him?"

"who? i dunno la."

"the Gf is da fake eyelashes woman la!"

"WAD!! tat gurl?!?! god. that guy is handsome n tat gurl sucks la.how can they be together? the gurl's fashion taste is very bad lorz.our sch arz..is either oni da guy is handsome or oni the gurl is pretty. none of da couples are both handsome n pretty la."

"hahaha...u ask mi i ask who sia?"

she's da 4th person to sae tat they're not compatible la. lolx. chek ark. but...TAT'S A FACT.

anyway, i saw the woman again. 3 tym in a week le. FUCK SIA. the more i dun wan to see her, the more she'll appear in front of mi. but funny tink is. 3 tyms i saw her, she always alone. wad happen to da Bf n her frens sia? one dae i'll surely pluck off her FAKE n LONG eyelashes.

took ALL da fotos frm mong ling le. FINALLY! lolX. it reali took alot of my precious tym to upload to here sia. now i noe why she sae she's SOO sick of sendin to da rest le. lolx.

FOW/FOC

cEntis gathEring
rEgaTTa 2006

tis few weeks suddenly feel like smokin again. quit it for like few yrs le, but i dunno why nowadays keep havin tt urge. esp. when i 'm workin. it's like almost everyone there got smoke de la. tink i'm tryin way to de-stress again ba. now duno stressed abt wad but can feel the stress is always somewhere ard mi which i cant take it. tat day while doin officials for the orientation tingy, reali cant resist it le, so went to take one frm brian. den mayb they all saw it n ask mi not to. they jus DUN ALLOW mi to smoke la. but i keep tellin them i wont LIGHT it de lehz. they jus dun believe it. wad da.... okie. i promised i wont smoke again k frens? happy? at most i dun light the cigarette la. i jus put it in my mouth. >.<

no worries, i'll find other ways to de-stress de. REALLY!

didnT haF mucH tinks happened for da past Few Daes.

am i reallY tat TANNED?? it's liked, got ppls in my class actually tot i'm a malay la. dotz. i mean. it's not da 1st tym ppls tot i'm a malay la, but for those who've seen mi sae i'm fairer den last tym le lehz. okie. i'm a HALF MALAY. wahahaa.
todae's like a dae for all my frens to appear in front of mi sia. quite a few la. lolx.

saw 'ah yang mei'! the one in my heart. haha. okie. i'm a lesbian. nonono. bisexual better. lolx. again, the moment i saw her behind us i grasped veri loudly n today rosanne happened to acc mi go out to eat. den she keep askin mi to tok to her.but i was laughin all the way n dun even noe wad to sae la. the oni word tt cum out is "HI!" n she's like, "aaaa... HELLO!" n walk off. both rosanne n i jus keep laughin non-stop. she's cute, really. cai er lin dun believe tt she's cute sia. lolx.
saw HIM.he smiled n waved to mi. but i oni smiled back. cox i was tinkin of other tinks n couldnt react immediately la. haha. he's all white again.except his pants. he's reali a white freako. lolx. finish his sch so early todae at 12. he told mi tt he's joinin DB. cant imagine he wld go for tt cca sia. tink the boat will sink b4 they even row ba. some more he so weak de. haha.
saW "FAKE EYELASHES woman". AGAIN. seen her for da 2nd tym in a week le. i really got tt urge to pluck off her eyelashes lorz. SOO FAKE! somehow i jus dun like tt gurl. she give me the feelin tt she's a bitch. to make it worse. she liked PINK, which is the color i HATE most. somemore, she's dressed in pink frm head to toe sia. eeeeeee...
also saw alan,tat ming[the idiot who play handiplast wif mayb n i till my watch's glass broke],niven,guang,maisarah,joanne,rosy's fren[the china woman],esther n her matthew, n alot alot la. it's like rosanne n i can jus walk n den suddenly she grabbed someone n sae hi. and mi is like keep wavin at ppls la. both of us were soo busy. haha...

funny. how cum i'm like keep confessin todae? haha.. shit... now everyone noes i'm a half malay n bisexual le. lolx

PS.

cai er lin.. is this big enough for uU to see now?? >.<

eMooooooooooo

suddenly feelin so emo. was tinkin of him again. after all those camps n SU tingy, we were like lost contact with each other AGAIN. jus dun like tat feelin. his timetable was like so busy n i'm like, such a slacker for tis sem. thurs happened to need his help n chat wif him for a while. as in REALLY. FOR A WHILE. sometimes i jus dun understand. why zit tt both of us haf to act like strangers. even frens oso ask mi tis qtn. i told them i dunno. but, to sae the truth, i reali dun wan to b strangers wif him. it's like there's sth invisible there tt makes mi dun dare to go near him. it may seems abit drama but i jus got tt feelin.
everyone were like teasin mi abt him, askin mi to catch him b4 he runs away n all tat stuff. it's not tt i wan or i dun wan tingy. it's abt him. not every guy can accept it esp if they are not familar with da gurls. up till now, oni one guy in my life accept it. but...HE'S GONE. somehow,it jus wont work up. okie. i dun wan to tok abt da past tingy again.makes mi tink even more.
till the moment, oni hui an noe the truth. the rest were oni half believe. i got tis feelin tat he's tryin hard not to see mi when i'm there. mayb i'm tinkin too much. maybe i cant catch his eye. wadever. i'm always so indecisive n feelin so stupid abt myself when it cums to tis things. it seems like i duno how to control or settle it well. qiu yun ask mi to invite him over to her bdae party. but... it's like, VERY FUNNY la. askin someone whom i not sure of to go to a BBQ tat's full of strangers to him. i no he like to make alot of frens n he's still tryin hard to make EVEN more frens, but it's oso weird la. sia la. i dunno wad am i typin now. rubbish??

i tink i'm crazy now. i'm not lack of money. but haf been workin non-stop since sat. worse still i work full shift on the weekends n todae i work 8 long n tiring hrs. for three daes, the customers were like non-stop de and the ice-cream oso dun wan to cooperate wif mi. it's like they were harder n normal times. argh.. n den, tml i'm workin too. in da mornin. but oni for 4 hrs. u sae lehz?? sia la. wan to noe da reason. some classmates tt i haf sms mi n told mi tt tml's tutorial is changed to the aftenoon. n because i got tis habit of readin sms at a glance n i'm still not familar with my timetable yet, i tot my lecture was on another dae when it's actually on da same dae but at a later tym. as a result, i went to ask my manager if he need ppls to work in da mornin anot, and he sae YES! den he ask mi i can work till wad tym. tt's when i rmb my lecture n tutorial were on da same dae. but it's too late le. he wrote the tym on my schedule le. i told him i cant but he sae he will let mi go off early. in the end i still haf to work. ARGH!!!! wad da HELL am i tinkin sia. hope i'm not late for my 1st tutorial of da week ba. i jus dun like to b late.

oh ya, one more tink. i want to buy a pair of shoes. but i'm not sure wad brand to buy. actually i've decided on a few pairs. but i cant b buyin all rite? FRENs, if u all happen to read my blog cant help mi decide.. better still, by tis fridae. coz i REALLY need a pair of shoes BADLY! tankz in Adv. haha. >.<
1. CONVERSE [the world cup series ~ 59.90]
2. LEVI'S [it looks like the converse type de ~ 55]
3. VANS [ look like wad guys always wear but got PINK stripes on it ~ 55.30]