havin mixed feelins todae...
makin mi confused.

had a test in da mornin. prepared to score very badly for tt.
tt's da consequences of studyin.
but who cares?
it's oledi over...

was eatin at biz park when he suddenly fling his hand past mi.
too busy concentratin on eatin so was quite a shock.
but i knew was him. coz of mandopop...
this is reali da FIRST tym he saw mi 1st instead of mi seein him 1st.

in da past i'll feel very excited abt seein him.
for da WHOLE DAE.
n my mood will change dramatiscally.
but not now.

i didnt even haf da feelin at all.
ya. i'll still go abt saein i saw him n wadever.
but somehow, there's no feelins involved.
no happy feelins.
mayb time reali can heal some stuff. =]
forcin myself to treat him s a fren.
hahah...

den cher came over n tell mi abt her bf.
girl, u no sometimes,
da more u tink abt it, da more da situation will get worse.
it's no use tinkin so much abt it when u urself no da answer long tym ago.
i dun mind lettin u to vent ur anger.
but reali. at times, when u tell mi abt all those quarrels u had with him,
it set mi tinkin of some stuff.

u no when u're so emo over him, i was tinkin of alot of stuff MYSELF.
peer influences huh?
=p

sometimes seein HIM is not a gd tink.
ya. at times, it mite bring back gd memories.
but bad memories oso flow back.
tat's not wad i wan.
esp when i've set my mind to havin a new start.
in 2007.