oni one dae of sch n i suddenly realized tt tis sem sux.
last yr oledi n still got tis kind of timetable + class.
i dun understand y they wanted to change class when ther's oni 2 classes.
sick.
nvm.
those ppls tt's gonna b in my class seems like...
i duno.
ppls tt can click but till certian extent.
u no wad i mean la.

was tokin to rosy yest.
she told mi she too change class, tis tym wif no BEN.
which oso means, she've becum a real loner, both in lect n tut.
so in short, she'll b a loner for her last yr.
sound so sad la.
n she sae i'll not be able to understand her feelins.

.......

i can understand okie?? MISS ROSANNE HAN!
it's like, ther u are, sittin in da lect, alone.
okie, not alone la.
wif ur frens beside u.
but it's like, PHYSICALLY they're sittin beside.
but MENTALLY, u cant feel their existence.
sadded.
nvm.
heck care liao la.
s long s there's HANDFONE N MP3.
those makes wonders...
hahaah...

project tym.
ther's ppls u wish u wont wan to work wit.
but den agian, u're left wit no choice.
everyone's taken.
seems like i've to b fast tis cumin thurs.
i reali dun wan to work wit tt person la.
imagine backstabbin u n treatin u as da spare tyre when u're needed.
sad.




i tink u're given up on her.
now u're jus totally da EXACT mi.









jus let mi get emo for ONCE IN A LIFETIME.
i've given up. REAL.
lookin frm da way i cld tok to him is reali a BIG HURDLE to mi.
after like, finally one yr plus.
i'm finally able to tok to him FACE-TO-FACE, without being speechless n blankness in mind.
mayb it's becuz both of us have given up on stuff tt we once loved alot.
till da extent tt we can do anythin jus to get wad we wanted.
when will i be able to JUS forget abt tis person TOTALLY?
after i grad?
it's jus tt freakin timin n fate tt caused all tis.
but now?
i tried to accept da fact n others.
but comparison came in.
EVERYTYM.
i hate to compare. everyone's different n special in their own way.
but i jus cant help but compare.
i tried to protect myself frm all tis stupid shit.
den again.
i regret it once happen.
tt aimless pit seems to b pullin mi in once again.
FARK.