tis few weeks suddenly feel like smokin again. quit it for like few yrs le, but i dunno why nowadays keep havin tt urge. esp. when i 'm workin. it's like almost everyone there got smoke de la. tink i'm tryin way to de-stress again ba. now duno stressed abt wad but can feel the stress is always somewhere ard mi which i cant take it. tat day while doin officials for the orientation tingy, reali cant resist it le, so went to take one frm brian. den mayb they all saw it n ask mi not to. they jus DUN ALLOW mi to smoke la. but i keep tellin them i wont LIGHT it de lehz. they jus dun believe it. wad da.... okie. i promised i wont smoke again k frens? happy? at most i dun light the cigarette la. i jus put it in my mouth. >.<

no worries, i'll find other ways to de-stress de. REALLY!