suddenly feelin so emo. was tinkin of him again. after all those camps n SU tingy, we were like lost contact with each other AGAIN. jus dun like tat feelin. his timetable was like so busy n i'm like, such a slacker for tis sem. thurs happened to need his help n chat wif him for a while. as in REALLY. FOR A WHILE. sometimes i jus dun understand. why zit tt both of us haf to act like strangers. even frens oso ask mi tis qtn. i told them i dunno. but, to sae the truth, i reali dun wan to b strangers wif him. it's like there's sth invisible there tt makes mi dun dare to go near him. it may seems abit drama but i jus got tt feelin.
everyone were like teasin mi abt him, askin mi to catch him b4 he runs away n all tat stuff. it's not tt i wan or i dun wan tingy. it's abt him. not every guy can accept it esp if they are not familar with da gurls. up till now, oni one guy in my life accept it. but...HE'S GONE. somehow,it jus wont work up. okie. i dun wan to tok abt da past tingy again.makes mi tink even more.
till the moment, oni hui an noe the truth. the rest were oni half believe. i got tis feelin tat he's tryin hard not to see mi when i'm there. mayb i'm tinkin too much. maybe i cant catch his eye. wadever. i'm always so indecisive n feelin so stupid abt myself when it cums to tis things. it seems like i duno how to control or settle it well. qiu yun ask mi to invite him over to her bdae party. but... it's like, VERY FUNNY la. askin someone whom i not sure of to go to a BBQ tat's full of strangers to him. i no he like to make alot of frens n he's still tryin hard to make EVEN more frens, but it's oso weird la. sia la. i dunno wad am i typin now. rubbish??
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