i told both u n myself tt it'll be anythin jus like in da past.

but i realized tt it's not tt easy s wad i've tot it'll be.

it's oni a short while.

jus 2 weeks oni.

n i'm tryin my best not to show anythin to u.

it's contradictin.

i wanted to give up hopes b4 tellin u.

but... after tellin u,

i realized it's not easy to sae give up jus like tt.

they call u a bastard.

but i dun tink so.

they sae i sld stop saein nice stuff abt u.

but i didnt mention anythin.

they wan mi to move on.

but i still stuck in here.

stuck in a deep hole tt's so deep.

i cant get out of it.

especially if da hole was digged since a few months ago.

few months is not long.

neither short.

it proves sth.

sth tt i've said b4 to u.

but i was bein told da ans tt i dread of.

tt's da fact.

da truth.

da REALITY.

i've to learnt how to face it myself.

i rather we remain like tt den last tym.

coz u totally ignore my presence in da past.

at least now u no there's someone out there who confessed to u b4.

tanks for tellin mi.

though i try to forgot everytin abt it.

mayb we can remain like tt for s long s it'll be.