went hm with cher todae. she was unhappy wif some ppls. n she seems like she cant tolerate anymore. burstin out soon.
n yes. im again there for her to chu qi.

n it's was todae tat i realized tt im always da one lettin ppls to fa xie.
i dun mind actually. so long they feel better after tt. After all, they no tt i will forget all abt it da nxt dae.

so i sorta like their rubbish bin.
throw all their worries and trouble to mi
den da nxt dae, all their rubbish will be at the dump.

forever.

isnt tt gd??

but den... i realized one tink too.
i cant fa xie to all these ppls.
they'll actually either tink it's weird or scary or even get angry at mi.

.......

seems like i hav to tolerate all stuff myself. or mayb i didnt even tolerate at all.
i jus forget. forget abt all these tingy tt will oni make mi more stressed n troubled.

wad's da use of it, rite?? =]


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saw him n da girl todae after sch.
i duno why.
da more i saw them together, da more i feel like i'm jus a passer-by to him.
a stranger tt happen to pass by in his life.


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all along, i dun reali believe in FATE.
sometimes i even feel tt FATE is a crap.
but it was FATE that brought us together on 22nd dec, 2005.
it was frm tis date onwards, tt i believe tt FATE reali do exist in reality.

but den, FATE played along wif us for 11+ mths.
sometime, FATE played cupid but sometimes prank.

den on 1st august, FATE reali played a prank on mi.
i was ready for tt prank, but i dun wan to accept it. AT ALL.
so. i play against FATE.

BUT... da more rebellious i am towards FATE, da more FATE wan to play wif mi.
tis tym, bringin in another person.
all, along FATE noes there's tis person existing.
jus tt, FATE wanted tis person to cum in NOW.

i'm tired to fight against FATE.


after all, FATE reali dun exist at all.

no matter how much FATE u feel u had wif tt person, god will always try his best not to let both of u to be together.



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gets enlightened todae.

life's jus like a bus journey.
there's tyms when u feel happy, angry, fustrated, sad, crazy when takin a bus.
but the bus will always cum to the last stop/destination.
there wont b a dae when u'll not alight at all.
mayb u dun wish to alight,
but da bus driver will still ask u to alight.
tt's wad life is all abt. it's not for us to decide. it's for HIM to decide everytink.



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feel tt i need dance badly.
wadever type of dance it is.
so long s i can forget abt all tis tingy.
especially him.
if oni...
i can live without troubles.