dun wan this place to be turned into black n white.
but sometyms, its jus so freakin borin n ther's nth mcuh to do.
tanks tt after attachment im foever not free.
either for social life or work.

finally. new songs added into my deaktop.
reali cant stand those chinese songs tat angie had added in for mi.
inject more english songs.
tat's more like a human.
hahaha...

(HAPPY BIRTHDAY - FILPSYDE... PLAYIN BEHIND)

been quite busy jus now.
wit all kinds of tasks given to mi.
but now, CURRENTLY.
ther's nth to do again.
tat's why im here again.

still watchin my curnchyroll.
guess, by da end of tis internship, i wld have ifnished watchin all those dramas i've missed out for da past few mths.
eyes gonna close soon.
tanks to my heavy lunch again.
=.=""

receive some nonsensical tingy lastnite again.
how many tym wld i have to repeat myself?
wad's over is over.
i dun wan to get back into a situation whereby i'll regret wad im doin and wastin my tym.
when my mind's set, NO ONE can ever change it.
so no pt keep on askin mi when my answer's FOREVER da SAME.

was tokin to jeremy last nite.
been sometym since i've tok to him.
and ya.
AS USUAL. da same old topic came into picture again.
he keep tinkin tt its possible between his fren n i.
like COME ON LA.
=.="
seems like it's reali hard to predict wad's da future.
and he do have a woman' sixth sense can.
i mean it's not at mi, but at someone else instead.
=.="

infatuation is all i can sae.
higher hopes means i'll get higher chance of failure.
which is sth i hate most.
ta'ts y i dun hope for anythin for now.
and isnt it obvious tt my heart's oledi frozen?

i hate to fall into da endless pit and tryin my best to climb out of it again.
when all along i no i sldnt fall back in, but i keep givin myself and da rest chances and chances.
till da extent tat im immune now.

reason for bein like tt, i guess mayb its frm da day when i 1st met MR BIRD-NEST.
perfect one but WRONG timing.
(basket. RYAN CANBERRA - TRUE is playin behind now)
like wad maybelin said, "u mite not no, mayb after many yrs, u both mite ended up together."
wadever~
since da day i knew him, i guess i dun dare to have hopes anymore, especically to all these.
HOPING seems to have becum HOPELESS.
so wad's da point?

okie.
i no u babes gonna sae mi again when u read all these.
wad, it's oni a BIRD NEST, why still so crazy over him???
WADEVER~~~

anyway, i jus wan to enjoy my life like tat now.
with nth to worry abt.
no guy. no stress.
im still used to tis life.
cum to tink of it. i dun need a man.
i've got so many frens ard mi to occupy my life.
but den, like wad huian, maybelin and jeremy are complaining to mi,
sometimes u jus wish tt u've got someone u can lean on and loved and be loved.

da 3 of them are complaining to mi tat "i wan a BF/GF!!!!!"
as if i can produce 3 ppls for them.
LOL.
=.="


pardon mi for all tis kinds of SOO random post every mth.
cuz u no la.
blame it on PMS, not mi.
=]