Monday, October 08, 2007

a frakin day to strat wit today.

was rainin heavily jus now.
and darn it.
it's like wiith or without an umbrella is da same can.
idiot.
in da end im still drenched all da way.

nvm. went to bugis to had my lunch.
so i wanted to buy sth tt's real hot to warm myself so brought some korean tingy la.
and guess wad?
ther's nth except NOODLES and KIMCHI.
bloody ass.
no meat can.
im MUSLIM not VEGETARIAN.
=.="
arent i supposed to fast now??
....

wadever.

and now im in da office.
freakin cold la.
wit da air con blowin out air straight down to me.
and my jeans' still wet.
worse, oni in front is wet.
so u no da feelin of half wet n half dry la.
idiot.

no staff behind mi.
so which means my fren n i can practically do anythin we wan EXCEPT sleep.
i need slp badly now.
after tt bloody heavy lunch.
coffee dun seems to be havin any effects at all.
hai..
wad a life.

and tis BLOGGER jus refused to let mi upload ANYTHIN at all.
so borin.
my blog's full of BLACK AND WHITE oni.















anyway.
one week has passed.
didnt wan to blog out wad happen cuz my blog has becum a PUBLIC blog to so many ppls i no. =D
and ther's no need to elaborate more on it.

but i guess a few ppls out ther knows wad im been goin thru for da past few daes.
ppls like teckhui, jeremy, maybelin, hui an and dearest.
sld have listened to wad u ppls told mi in da beginnin.


isnt it GREAT?!?!
i can actually tolerate those STUPId, CHILDISH, FARKIN, IDIOTIC, BLOODY nonsense frm some ppls.
and wit great determination to get someppls outta my life.
WITHOUT even having to sae anythin AT ALL.
jus usin PLAIN SILENCE and i'll get back da PEACEFUL SLIENCE tat i've wished for long tym ago.

im so glad im FREE from all those complicated relationships now.
wahaah..
i mean it's not sth big tt happens, but jus tt da stone, or mayb.
a MOUNTAIN.
i've let tis MOUNTAIN out of my mind, heart n soul.
sth tt dun belong to mi in da 1st place at all.

and no worries, frens.
i'll forget tis tink faster den all those previous ones.
cuz like i've said, it did not make a HUGE impact in my life at all.
i tink i didnt even regard it as an impact in da beginnin too.
to tink i once cried and waited for a miracle.
cum to tink of it, i feel so stupid of myself at tat moment.
but in da end, im so glad tis miracle didnt happen.
cuz i no, i'll regret after tat.

i LOVE reality so much!!
<3

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