in confused mood now.
dun reali no wad i wan for now.
i mean.
i wan to be alone.
but deep down inside.
i desire for it.
contradictin.
totally.


feelins are hidden in a place wher i cldnt even find it myself.
dun wanna show it to anyone anymore.
i'm totally hurt da previous tym.
i duno how to trust anymore.
completely.


his pride makes him run away frm mi.


he reminds mi of.....

























































kenny.
ya. i no u girls gonna sae mi again.
=.=

suddenly feel like im in his shoes.


wit someone tt so heads over heels over u.
and yet.
u duno wad u sld do.
u desire for it.
but u afraid u'll get hurt.


i duno if i sld jus accept da whole new world.
or wad.
but one tink for sure.
i'll nv ever make my feelins known to anyone.
no longer.
and i'll nv believe wadever tinks they told mi any longer.



FATE...
stop lettin good ppls into my life.
i duno how to appreciate them.
cuz.....
i'm immuned to everythin now.