was takin train home todae.
when some random tots pass thru my mind.
and i reali means RANDOM.

2 daes more and it'll be one yr.
1st AUGust.
one yr has gone.

memories of tis particular dae one yr ago seems so vivid in my mind.
as though oni half a yr has passed.
tym reali pass DARN fast.
so fast tt it's goin to be his bdae once again.

and it jus reminds mi of da dae when i....
ya. i dun wan to type it out.
=]

i mean, those tt were ther one yr ago sld no wad im tokin rite? =D

alot of tinks came to my mind...

how i first met him in camp.
all those crazy tinks i've did jus to see him.
those daes when i see him ard in sch.
how we've da SAME CDS for da same sem.
da dae when he say im oni suitable for indian dance.
=.="
how we've promised one another a meal and yet we didnt make it.
=p
da dae when he came to see my first dance performance.
wit mandapop. =.="
da dae when i went to see his 1st model performance.
wit mandapop AGAIN. =.=""""
da dae when i told him da shockin news.

[actually, ther's once when he's quite shocked tt i actually rmb wad he had sae befor]
=]

and once again, i PS him for his bdae celebration.
for da 2nd yr.
he seems a bit disappointed.
but i guess. jus as a status of fren.
haah..

one yr ago, i gave him a present filled wit love.
but now, i guess it'll be filled wit frenship.
and it's a SHARED present. =]

and i stil cant imagine tt i can still be frens wit him.
reali.
it's as though nth ever happen at all.
i duno was it becuz both of us were gd at pretendin
or tat we reali can be frens.

sometym i still get excited when he tok to mi. or wadever.
but at least i no im able to treat him as a fren.
=]

and i jus realized tt most of my poly life actually goes ard him.
esp my 2nd yr.
wit ppls teasin mi abt him, askin mi abt him, and all kinds of stunts.
lolx.
such gd memories...


im wonderin.
tis cumin OTC/FOC/FOW.
it's gonna be da last one for mi, if i ever get in.
will i cry more den da previous one?
will i miss everyone?
esp those tt's stayin for 4.1
and of cuz not forgettin my other 3 babes.
=]