finish sch darn early today. at 11. not feelin well in da morning. stomach very pain n wan to vomit everythin out. wanted to buy hot milk or hot choc to drink but in da end CHEERS dun haf. so brought a cold one instead.









had these for breakfast. YH n ashley were like so shocked how cum all were chocolates sia. i jus suddenly got the crave for chocs ma. =]


den went to ENGINE sch to eat pasta. at 1st i jus dun feel like eatin. afraid tt i'll vomit out. nowadays have been feelin like tt. dunno why.

den start to get lame again. s usual.













dunno who stated tis topic sia. but we were happenin to tok abt the sizes of cups.

















here goes....























A - airport
B - big
C - cleveage
D - *diong*
E - enormous
F - freakin big
G - gigantic
H - huge
I - i can see
J - jumbo
K - king kong
L - lampy
M - milky
N - nini
O - overgrowned
P - puny
Q - QQ balls
R - ridiculous
S - saggy
T - tremendous
U - unbalanced
V - very[mitiple by infinite] big
W - wonderwoman
X - x-rated
Y - yoyo
Z - zenith


lame rite??
we were like laughin non-stop at our stupidity.































saw him again.

PS. sam n dee.

it's not tt i dun wan to walk over.
and not tat we're tryin to act like we're strangers.
it's jus tat i dunno wad to sae if i walk over.
i'm scared da oni word tt cum out is 'hi' and tt's it.


zhang mian hui fei chang de gan ka.
ANd tat's wad i dun like abt.
u all wan to tease mi or wadever i dun mind.
jus dun ask mi to do tinks against my wishes.


i jus need tym to adjust.
coz i'm at da verge of giving up SOON.
not recently, but da thoughts have been ard since few weeks ago.
i cant stand it any longer.
coz half a yr haf passed.
always wif a "hi" "bye" or a smile.
jus like tt.
with nothin happenin AT ALL.
and i dun like tt feelin.


i'm giving myself a grace period.
if i still cant say it out by den,
den i'm gonna gib up wadever i've given b4.
hopes, dreams, feelings. etc.etc.



i hate myself whenever tis happens.
i dunno wad sld i do.
i dunno how to tell him.
i dunno anythin at all.
coz i dun wan to hurt anyone.
inculding myself.
am i stupid to haf tis thoughts??


ya. mayb last tym, i can still take it as nothin.


BUT NOT NOW.
coz someone make mi TOTALLY no confidence in myself.

on 1512hr 26 june 2006.


i hate TAT guy till da core.
ROTTEN BASKET GUY!


he better dun appear in front of mi anymore.
i dunno wad i'll do to him.

i dun care if he's changed or wadever, fren
[fren, i no u'll surely see tis post n no who i'm tokin abt]

i dun giv a damn.
coz deep down inside, i'VE labelled him da worst and most ****in guy i've ever cum across.

NOT EVERYONE IN DA WORLD CAN IGNORE ALL THOSE MESSAGES TOTALLY. coz he sae all those rite at the bull's eyes. STRIAGHT.

ya. mayb there's some who can. BUT NOT MI! i cant do it aT ALL.
U still ask mi not to reply him in da 1st place. but fren, u've known mi for so long n sld no wad's my attidude like towards all tis stuff.

SO, u tink i wont take it to heart?



wait long long.

i dun even his APOLOGY. it's totally not sincere at all especially if he hurt mi SOOOO much.