itS supposedly to be a darn HIGH HIGH mood day for mi.

SUPPOSEDLY la.

why??

coz he msg mi yest nite when i tot tat he wldnt even do tt can. den da 1st msg he reply is oledi very very VERY nice.

den tis mornin i saw him cumin out of engine sch.

i tell u.

i like dunno how many weeks nv see him properly can. finally can see can?

n i'm like so shocked to see him.

coz the rest of them oso quite surprised by the reaction.

lolx. sori frens.

but nvm. it's gd to see him.

den later we go collect da shirt i've made.

the auntie plus all of them sae the design is VERY NICE la.

BUT!!!!!!!

everyone, INCLUDIN MI!

feel tat the shirt is a bit too small lorz.

[dee, now u no y i regret doin da shirt rite?]

but it's okie.

i've made it.

wad can i do.

and i keep on remaining at tt high mood la.

tot can remain in tt mood till tonite.

THEN..............................................................................................








































it's so HAPPENED tt he went to TM wif kai ming.

at GNC. [i'm gonna hate tt place soon.]

it's like i cum out of toilet oni n rach n sam told mi rat n dee go GNC to buy some stuff.

den i was tinkin rat go there buy wad

RAT POISON???

okie. it's not funny.

den the moment i saw tt shop, i saw him la.

WAD THE SHIT SIA.

i tot is rat purposedly one can.

but dee later told mi tt its PURELY coincidence.

PURELY.

so we sorta walked ard at TM for few mins.

SLOWLY somemore. when i'm oledi sufferin frm some awkard situation.

he looked at mi.

i looked at him.

he smiled to mi.

i smile to him.

TAT'S IT!

i cant imagine i actually can oni do tt can!

n he oso like tt la.

now I REALLY BELIEVE tt he's vERY VERY shy.

i hate havin to make da first move.

he haven been makin any can.

xcept for sometimes.

which is like few mths back.

why cant a guy make da 1st move?

why must always be mi?

everytym whenever i tot of mi havin to make da 1st move,

i feel like cryin la..

n when i dun make any move.

plus he oso like tt,

we can JUST dun tok at all.

n tat's when i'm startin to regret.

regret for not doin ANYTHIN at all.

regret doin da wrong stuff everrytym.

regret lovin someone tat seems SO UNBOTHERED.

all along, i always tot it's my fault.

my fault for not doin anythin.

but mali told mi todae,

tat it's not my fault.

partly is oso his fault.

but, da prob is,

he dunno anytink at all.

no pt givin him hints when he do nth at all.

he show no signs.

okie. fine.

both got fault.

mayb he did show some signs.

but he didnt show much.

mayb i cant see it

but those by da side mite be able.

he jus went off like tt.

saein bye to everyone.

saein bye to mi WITHOUT even lookin straight at mi.

to tink i actually promised rat i'll sae bye to him.

wth.

he reali make my day sucks today.

it wasnt supposed to turn out like tt.

i reali got da urge to ask/msg him WHY LIKE TT?

but it'll spoil everytink.

esp. when we're sms-in one other happily jus yest.

if i ask again, tt'll b da 2nd tym.

n i dun wan to do tt.

coz ya. it's partly my fault too.

waever.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


no mood no mood no mood no mood no mood no mood no mood


emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo


nvm.

later go practice n learn new dances.

at least can no need tink so much abt it.

but...

i'll still tink abt lehz..

coz he oso like dancin alot.

shit la.

aiya.

at least most of tym when i'm dancin i wont tink so much except dance steps.


okie...

quickly 12++ am can?????????????????????????